Close Your Eyes And Leap...

You know those families you see with all the kids laughing and having fun and smiling? Well I belong to one of those families. Me? I’m the girl in the middle of the big happy family surrounded by smiles. Me? I’m the one with the biggest smile on my face but is really screaming on the inside. I’m screaming so loud in my head that it amazes me no one else can hear it. Behind our door though, that’s a whole other story. The kind you hear about. The story your friend has heard from a friend. The story you read about in the “Your life” section in Seventeen magazine. It’s the life I’m living. And I’m desperately seeking a way out. Only thing missing? Is exactly the way out of it all.