Lonely Girl

The food came and we pigged out in the living room. Pff I know it's not lady-like but hey when someone is hungry they are hungry. So ha!

When we were done eating I went upstairs and just sat there for abit. Thinking about how hard it's gonna be to tell Ryan everytime my dad hits me.

Then I took out a note pad and wrote down some lyrics to describe my feelings.

She walks to school with the lunch
She packed
Nobody knows what she's
Holdin' back
Wearin' the same dress
She wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen
And lace

(oh oh)

The teacher wonders but she
Doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain
Behind the mask
Bearing the burden
Of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was
Never born

Chorus:
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where
She's loved
Concrete angel

Somebody cries in the middle
Of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn
Out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands
Of fate
When morning comes
It'll be too late

Repeat Chorus

A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot

Repeat Chorus

When I had finished the lyrics I got out my guitar that no one knows about and gently strummed the strings on my guitar and made a tune for my song and gently sang along to it.

It was about 7:30 when I made a tune from my song. It was slow and gentle but I still liked it.
Yeah I right songs about everything. I even have some on Crushes, break ups but I've never showed anyone.

I started to play the tune and as I got used to it I began to sing gently hoping no one would hear me.

After I was done I hadn't realized Justin and Ryan standing in the doorway with their mouths hung open wide.

"That was Amazing Ree" Ryan spoke up while Justin was still in shock until Ryan nudged him in the ribs

"Y-yeah Ree y-you have a b-beautiful voice" Justin finally came out of his shock and stuttered out. A light blush formed on his cheeks.

"Thanks. I guess, you weren't supposed to hear it." I replied quietly

"Why not? I Mean your really good why not show it to the world." Justin asked slightly confused.

"It's not that easy Justin." I sighed and closed my eyes then re opened them.

"Why?" Ryan finally spoke up

"Because then they would want to know my life story which includes this" I pulled up my shirt to show a bruised stomach ",and besides dad would litterally murder me" I said sadly