Lost In You

I trotted up the stairs and stopped when I reached the top. I heard the TV on in the living room and thats where I went. I was angry and confused and just wanted some sort of revenge. Violence wouldn't solve this and I doubt if I take out Gerard's younger brother he wouldn't be too thrilled and neither would his parents. I stepped into the living room to see Mikey with his feet propped on the coffee table watching some old cartoon I didn't know. Thinking about it, I didn't watch much TV and thats probably why I didn't know about about the movie. Mikey looked up at me with a glare.

"What do you want? Want to fuck me too?" he scowled. I rolled my eyes and the common comment.

"Uh no. You seriously made Gerard upset, like what the hell, he's your brother." I kept my voice level and trying not to raise it in anger, it wouldn't get me anywhere.

"He isn't my brother anymore." he averted his eyes back to the TV.

"How can you say that?" I gasped, my emotions were taking control and I quickly took a deep breath and counted to ten.

"Its just not right, why am I even talking to you?" he glared at me again. "Get out of this house you fag!" he got up menacingly as if he would really take a swing at me. Out of impulse I took a step back.

"So you're just going to disown your own brother?"

"Of course not! I'm not a monster! My mom will probably send him to a boarding school or something." he shrugged.

"So you hate me because I like guys too?" I guessed.

"No shit."

"What about before you knew?" I asked. I was trying to hit an emotion deep inside him.

"I didn't really know you so no-"

"Then what's different?" I pressed. Mikey scowled at me, he knew what I was doing.

"You're a fag and thats it. Just get out." he took a step forward but I wasn't going to back down. Not now not ever, homophobia is gay!