Lost In You

Tuesday. Suddenly the weekend felt so far. I didn't want to meet Hayden's little lover. I didn't want to see them together; touching, kissing, talking... I felt as though a part of my heart was cut away. I bet they were already fucking. I bet that creature has laid his filthy hands on my Hayden!

I walked as slowly as I could to school, making sure to drag my feet. Why did I feel about Hayden so strongly? Was It because he was always there and Gerard... wasn't? Maybe it was Hayden was just more mysterious and made me wonder more. Whatever it was, I didn't like Mikey and I haven't even met him.

"Frankie!" I turned my head to see Ray waving to me. I didn't even realize I was already at my destination.

"Hey Ray. " I crossed the street to meet him.

"Did you hear about the new kid?" he asked excitedly.

"I did." I held back a scowl.

"So you heard he dismembered himself a few times?" he asked shocked.

"He does what now?"

"Come on! I'll show you" he grabbed my wrist and dragged me into the school. I felt like a rag doll as we ran down the halls. I was so small compared to him. Up ahead I saw a crowd of people. Ray forced his way through and when the spectators realized it was us, they moved out of the way.

"Raymond!" Hayden grinned. "Frankie!" he opened his arms as if he wanted a hug, I didn't move. "Meet my room mate, Mikey!" I raised an eyebrow. A boy stepped out from behind Hayden. He was the strangest looking thing. He was shorter then Hayden but not by much. His hair was jet black, long, and messy. His eyes, like Hayden said, were a violet and were outlined in black makeup that curved down his cheek like tears. His clothes are all black and the only colours were a red broken heart on his shirt and red converse. The part of him that made me squirm was his arms. Ringed around both elbows were large, jagged scars. One wrapped around his left wrist and another across his right hand.

"Hi." he waved shyly. I couldn't stop starring at the scars. No way he dismembered himself without damaging all the veins and arteries!

"Hey!" Ray grinned. I didn't say anything. I didn't even smile. The boy just watched me cautiously and when I didn't greet him, he looked at the floor sadly as if I had kicked his dog. Even though I didn't like him, he made me curious.