Lost In You

I had come to a conclusion. Well, not really a conclusion because I didn't have enough evidence but anyways, I think I can accept Mikey. Though I don't fully understand him and why he would dismember himself... if at all, I think I can learn. I see it as nearly impossible to sever your hand and have it still functioning but doctors can do a lot of crazy shit... maybe it is possible after all? I didn't mean to make him upset, I really didn't. It was just curiosity.

My head was spinning and I felt sick to my stomach. I struggled to open my eyes. I heard murmurs then I felt someone slapping my face. I groaned for them to stop but they didn't.

"Stop." I mumbled.

"Frank, are you okay?" It was Gerard. I fully opened my eyes and looked at him. I was lying on the ground. I must have passed out. A brain overload probably.

"Fine, why?"

"You just passed out on me." he sounded so worried. I struggled to sit up and he helped me. "Maybe you should see the nurse?"

"No It's okay Gee, I'm fine, really." he helped me stand up.

"Are you sure?" he was so protective.

"Yes Gerard." I smiled. "I'm sure."

"Good, then I an continue scolding you and this time don't interrupt." he tried to look serious but failed.

"Okay continue on." I tried not to laugh. He cleared his throat but I interrupted him. "Actually Gee, I think I have come to terms with myself." he cocked an eyebrow. "I wasn't trying to be mean to Mikey, I swear. I was just interested why he would ever do those things. I know it was out of line and I'm sorry. I won't do it again."

"Oh... okay then." Gerard frowned. "Honestly I had this whole speech planned out and you ruined it." I laughed.

"Sorry Gee, come on, lets go to class." I took his hand in mine and we walked back into the school. All was forgiven.