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Unshead Tears and Stupid 'I Love You's'
So suffocating
That night I decide to sleep on the apartment’s porch. My room is just so, so… suffocating.
So here I am, sighing heavily as I lay beneath the blanket of stars. Thinking, ‘It was never supposed to be like this.’
She was supposed to really be in love with me; the way I was in love with her.
It was stupid; I wanted to be in love so bad that I let her in far too quickly.
But when she was around she made everything perfect, I thought it would last forever.
I tuck my arm beneath my head and gaze thoughtfully upward. When a shooting star floats across the lit up sky I think hard about my wish.
What do I wish?
I wish for… peace.
Wrapping the thin blanket closer around my shoulders I draw my legs up and curl into a tight ball.
Maybe this way, I’ll be saved from being hurt again.
The coffee house girl is the last thing to cross my mind as I drift slowly off to sleep.
So here I am, sighing heavily as I lay beneath the blanket of stars. Thinking, ‘It was never supposed to be like this.’
She was supposed to really be in love with me; the way I was in love with her.
It was stupid; I wanted to be in love so bad that I let her in far too quickly.
But when she was around she made everything perfect, I thought it would last forever.
I tuck my arm beneath my head and gaze thoughtfully upward. When a shooting star floats across the lit up sky I think hard about my wish.
What do I wish?
I wish for… peace.
Wrapping the thin blanket closer around my shoulders I draw my legs up and curl into a tight ball.
Maybe this way, I’ll be saved from being hurt again.
The coffee house girl is the last thing to cross my mind as I drift slowly off to sleep.
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I went to a NeverShoutNever concert last night. It was amazing! I got to meet Christofer Drew and take a picture with him and I was front row at the concert. I even got splashed by water from his peace jug. He's amazing. (:So sorry this took awhile and it sucks. I was going to update last night but obviously the concert, so updates will be coming sooner then they have been. Thanks for sticking with us (: