Unshead Tears and Stupid 'I Love You's'

I sip the coffee slowly; letting it burn the sides of my tongue. Giving me some sort of feeling again. I’ve been dead since I left. But now I feel alive again. It took the eyes of that girl to wake me up.

Oh, those Eyes.

Something seems interesting about her, but I’m not here for love. Not anymore.

LoversLoveLiarsLie.

That’s what she was, she was a liar. She lied. To me.
I’m done with that. That word is no longer in my vocabulary. Consider it erased.Love is gone.
It’s for people that are too afraid to be alone. And I’m not afraid anymore so why should I linger on that word?
I scribble love on a napkin and crumple it up, tossing it in the trashcan when I leave.

Finished, Finesse, Done.

And she probably has a boyfriend anyway. A boyfriend that will make sure she’s comfortable. I can’t give her any of that. I threw love away, remember?