4 WH questions

I'm still holding your picture. In my heart your name is still engraved. Why are you so hard to forget. Everything, everywhere and everytime I see you. I become aware of your presence when nobody notices your even alive. I stare at your features when I get a chance. I shout your name where ever you go. I dream of you everynight of my half life. I loved you with all my heart. 74

But what did you do? You just ignored me, made fun of me and worst of all you just pretended I didn't exist. What the hell is wrong with you. I'm here in front of you but you can't see me. You sneer and say bad stuff about me when you caught me staring at you. 56

You didn't have to do all of that, just to tell me you don't like me. You can just say "stop loving me" or something that doesn't hurt too much. Every time I see you with another girl my heart feels pain, like the way you feel when your hand freezes and then breaks into tiny pieces. It also hurts when I see you making faces and when you're ignoring me.68

Now, I've decided. I won't love you anymore. It only causes me pain and sorrow. I cry all the time because of you. I'm tired of your bad attitude. I'll forget about you and forget that you exist.37

And that's a promise I'm not sure I can fulfill.10

The sun hit my face with it's bright and happy rays. Another day. A day filled with humiliation and pain. It never brought good things. Ugh. Why am I alive anyway. I trudged down the stairs to the kitchen. A note on the fridge only made my day even worse.It said :50

"Won't be coming home tonight. Order anything you like. On my way to a business trip. Be back next week."20

What? another trip! HE has a bad habit of leaving me hear all alone. What happened to that caring dad I used to know. What kind of life is this.30

I took a bottle of orange juice and apple pie from the fridge. I didn't bother to heat it because I was late for class. 25

***

I walked inside the classroom and saw you..there on my desk....sitting like it's yours. I trudged toward you to shoo you away but I can't.Why can't I ask you to go away? 34

"Uhhhmm...That's my desk, I'm here already, so could you please go away?" 13

No movement. No eye contact.Totally ignored. 7

"Is someone talking?, I kinda hear an annoying buzzing sound. Come on guys, this seat gives me the creeps."19

You walked away, stomping and mumbling something I can't hear but I'm sure it's something bad about me. I hate you. I really, really do. 24

But... Why did your face make my heart skip a beat? What did your smooth voice do to my hardened heart?21

What's happening to me?4

***
Tears flooded my eyes when I went to the bathroom. Why do you have to be so mean to me? I never did anything bad to you? Why are you punishing me for liking you? Hatred rose up to my temples and a banging feeling started to emerge. I'm gonna get back at you. And that's a promise I have to keep.62

***

The next day was different. I really made myself look extra ordinarily beautiful. When I walked down the hall, every eye was on me. Shocked and captured was all I can see in their eyes. Then someone approached me.39

"Uhm, hey miss. Are you new here? I'm Dan. Nice to meet you. If you want I can show you around the campus." I smiled. What a loser.28

"Sorry, but I'm not new here. I'm Ina. Ina Rogers. " I answered confidently.13

"Hahaha, are you sure you're her? You changed a lot dude. Your stinking hot!"14

"I'll take that as a compliment." I smiled. Then I caught a glimpse of you. Staring at me. Dumbfounded. Amazed. I can see in your eyes that I captured you by just one shot. Haha. Victory is mine! 35

He came up to me and said. "Wow. You look pretty today. I can't believe it. Are you really Ina. Would you like to eat lunch with me?"28

Got cha! atlast. I can make my plan work. I'll just do it slowly.15

***

After the bell rang he went directly toward my desk.10

"Let's go?"2

"Okay."1

It kinda fells awkward being the person stared at. 9

"Uhm. Let's sit down here. This looks like a nice place to eat."13

"Yeah. Sure.Whatever."3

Completely Hypnotized. Great start.4

***

Weeks have passed and we were like that. Eating at lunch and walking to school together. Talking about ourselves, getting to know each other.
He always come to my place and fetches me. But one morning,I decided to put "operation heart break" into action. I came to school early. I didn't wait for him. Sensing that maybe I'm at school already he arrived 30 minutes later. 67

"hey. why didn't you wait for me?"7

"I'm not your pet, so I'm gonna do what I want when I want."14

He fell silent.3

"Sorry, I just really like you, so I was happy to follow you around and scared that others would come near you."22

"Hah! What a freak. Is that a confession? Did I say anything about me liking you?"16

"Yes.It's a confession. No you didn't tell anything."9

"Stop following me around, you look like a stalker. Stop calling me every night just to say 'goodnight' 'coz you're bothering me. I don't like you so stop it. Okay?! "30

A hurtful look showed in his face. 7

"What a loser."3

Yes! Finally! I won!4