I'm Feeling Love Sick But I Don't Mind

All alone.
I spent most of my time alone.
Trying to forget, trying to move on.
We've talked every night, trying to get through, but it just reminds me how long it's going to be until I get to see his face again.
This makes me get so paranoid.
What if he meets someone else?
I always ask that.
Someone prettier, funnier, smarter, sweeter...better...
But that won't happen, of course.
I love him.
He loves me.
"He's like you since you guys were in 5Th grade. He's been going on tour for two or three years now, and he's met millions of girls. Yet, he still liked you, Abby. You don't need to be paranoid about anything," Macy told me.
He's gone out with other girls, though. Celebrity girls, for your information.
"AJ didn't work out, Amelia was too far away, Taylor was moving too fast and was being stupid, and Camelia cheated on him. Yeah, that's so intimidating."
True.
I taught myself to get better.
I won't mope.
I won't cry.

4 more months to go.