The Never Coming True Dream

Around 2 in the afternoon, Mikki said he had to head home because his friend was coming over. I hugged onto him and made sure he knew he was always welcome to come here, even if I hadn't asked Danny's mum about it. Danny held out his hand, with Mikki taking it, then pulling him into a huge hug which made Danny's cheek grow red. I just giggled so much.
Mikki left and an emptiness was left behind, Danny turned to me and sighed,

"You ok??" was all he said,

I nodded and then walked into the front room. Danny followed but nervously, like I would have a go at him for him doing it. I took a seat on the sofa and just waited for the right moment to start talking...it wasn't coming anytime soon either...

"I'll leave you too it" his voice ached with pain, and my heart just couldn't stand this anymore,

I shook my head, and his feet stopped moving. I was horrid to make him feel this much pain and I wasn't going to sit here and let it happen for a mintue longer. My feet moved and I stood up off the sofa, they moved to infront of him and my eyes gazed into his,

"I love you" was the only words I could find,

his eyes went wide, like it hit a spot that it was meant to hit. His mum walked out of the kitchen, Danny's little sister in her arms,

"Kids I'm going out for the night, don't expect me back till later tomorrow, ok??" her voice was echoed but we both answered back 'ok' at the same time,

her sigh came again and she walked out. I wish she would leave us alone at times, I know she's really kind to let me stay here, but at times I always feel like she doesn't like me at all. As the door slammed shut, the panic set in again.

"Do you mean it??" Danny whispered, his arms wrapped around my waist loosly,

"I really do" was the answer, my arms moving around his neck as we rested our foreheads against each others,

our eyes met and I suddenly felt like I needed him to be next to me, needed him to just hold me and kiss me. His eyes just stared as I wanted so badly to stop all the little bad things happening, to just hold him next to me and smile that I had him. I rubbed my nose against his, a small smile escaping my lips as my eyes closed, the image making my head spin at how much it could be true.
His lips came onto mine, making them move together like nothing in the world could pull them apart, could make us break and leave each other.
I let my fingers flow through his hair, his lips left mine for a second before crashing against mine again, his arms pulling my body against his as though he had the same feelings I had inside. I needed him beside me.
I felt his hands move to my hips, then soon felt the floor move away from my feet...making my legs soon wrap around his waist in a way to keep steady. His lips never leaving mine while his hands moved back around my waist, pulling me closer and closer to him (even though I didn't think I could get any closer). My fingers grabbed his hair, pushing his face to mine as I kissed him harder then I had kissed anyone...
Soon his feet started to move, we didn't make it out of the front room that much as I soon felt my back against the wall. My back arched, moving my whole body to him further...this was going quicker then I thought, yet I wasn't going to stop it.
He soon moved again and when I heard him grumble against my lips, I realised he wasn't going to be walking up the stairs with me this way,

"Baby..." he whispered, I just chuckled before letting my legs go around his waist,

I took his hand and pulled him slightly up the stairs. The top showing his door and then the stairs to mine...it was his decision where we went...

"Where do you want to go??" I asked as I turned around, my cheeks burning as my mind imagined things that could happen,

"Ca-can we go in yours??" he stuttered, his cheeks growed redder and I smiled,

moving to the stairs, I pulled him gently across. His eyes looked pained when his door was still in view Maybe it had all happened in there...
The door swung open and I walked in slowly. He closed the door when his footsteps stopped. I turned around to be meeted by his lips again, his arms wrapping around my waist as I was already pulling myself against him.
I stepped back slightly, him following as he didn't want to let go. Soon finding the end to my bed I moved my lips away from his and looked into his eyes,

"I'm sorry...you probably don't want this..." he mumbled, his arms loosening and I just sighed,

"I wouldn't have let you bring me up here if I didn't, you silly billy" I chuckled, smiling a small smile at his surprised exspreation,

"Yo-you wan-want this??" he stuttered, his cheeks growing redder. I just nodded and then looked from his gaze,

"Only if you wanted it..." I whispered, suddenly feeling shy about it all...what if he didn't want me after all??

his lips touched my neck, shivers running up and down my spine...yet that feeling of pleasure also. I sighed out slowly, resting against him before looking back at him with certainty in my eyes. I did want this.
His arms pulled me to him, I was only a little, slightly bit scared...Hell I was freaking out inside!. His lips touched mine softly and I just melted against him, he made me feel great.
He let me sit on my bed, then sat next to me. I think he was scared for this too. I sat in the middle of my bed, crossed my legs and looked at him...I did want this, I just didn't know what to do,

"Ca-can...oh god this is going to sound awkward..." I sighed out at the end, dropping my head to watch my fingers attack each other,

he sat just like I was, infront of me and held my hands gently. My gaze moving up till I linked our gaze together,

"I won't hurt you...I couldn't ever hurt you..." he whispered, his head leaning in slightly to touch my lips to his, I moved away slightly...that wasn't what I wanted to ask him, but that settle the burning in my stomach,

his reaction to me moving made him sit back and look to the floor. Why couldn't he just guess what I wanted to say??...guys...

"Can you...can you tell me what I have to do??..." I finally got the words out,

he nodded slowly, then went to kiss me again. His lips were met half way by mine, this was going to be different, but I think it was going to go well.
He lent over to me slightly, then soon made me lay down with him on top...my stomach tightened from the fear I had inside but I was just using that to kiss him more. My legs moved out of the crossed possition they were in and layed there, limp across the bed. His hands where at my hips as I moved mine to his back slowly.
A sudden breeze came from the bottom of my top, his warm hands soon touching my skin whichmade me feel safe...slowly was good, this was so totally new to me. His hands held my sides under my top as we kept kissing, then I paniced and stopped kissing to look at him,

"Can we go in the covers??...it's kinda cold, and then you won't see me..." I mumbled the last part,

he nodded and we both somehow moved our way into the covers. Me pulling it over us tightly as I rested my head on his chest,

"Your scared aren't you??..." he whispered, I could only nod...not moving my gaze onto him, "I promise I won't hurt you baby...we can stop at anytime" he whispered, I just shook my head no and rested my head in the crook of his neck, my lips making small kisses on his skin,

his hand layed on my hip, to then move up slowly under my top...I was kinda glad I had worn my button up top, it was just making the button undo that would be awkward...my lips kept making the small kisses, making my teeth slowly graze against his skin, this was so new...I could only think this would work.

~*~Danny~*~
Her lips kissing my neck wasn't helping my problem in my jeans...I was trying to do this slowly and steady so I wouldn't frighten her...it was slightly different to Marie...because she'd always get herself undress before I did...
Her skin was warm under her top, I was kinda glad she had buttons, would work better then trying to get it off her head without everything getting awkward...er.
I moved my hand from under her top to were the buttons were, she pulled slightly closer but soon was gently helping me undo them all How can a girl have so many buttons??. Her lips left my neck and her eyes watched me when I had finished undoing all the buttons, I gazed into her eyes when I moved the two halves up and then pushing them over her shoulders, I hope this was slow enough...
Her lips leant on mine, and I felt her leaning over me. Her top came off and I didn't dare looking at what bra she had on. Her small hands were riding up my stomache, soon to pull my shirt off and her lips started kissing my chest gently, nibbing it slightly making it sting a little but it felt weird...yet really good at the same time.
Her lips moved up to my lips, then as she moved away her eyes gazed into mine. She looked worried and frightened, my arms wrapping around her to make the look go away,

"I'm scared Danny..." she whispered quietly,

"I know Eva...we don't have too, we can just lay down and I'll hold you to me so no one can ever hurt you or take you away" I whispered back, wanting her to know we didn't have to do this now, we could wait,

her face nuzzled into my neck and then I felt her fall slowly off me and huddle to my side. With that I hugged her to me more and knew we were going to wait, which I was slightly glad of...just I still had the problem in my trousers...I shuffled slightly to try get it to be a little comfy but it wasn't working...

"Eva??...Do you mind if I quickly use the loo??" I whispered, my cheeks blushing bright red while shuffling a little more.

~*~Eva~*~
He kept shuffling slightly. I knew we weren't going to do it now...which made me feel ok I guess inside, I was really scared. As he shuffled, I felt his 'problem' against my leg gently, I tried hard not to imagine him completely naked, laying next to me after what we would have done...but as Iclosed my eyes gently and hiding my face into his neck, my lips took charge and kissed onto his neck softly.

I felt his hips press against mine, and suddenly I had the image of us going further again. Without me knowing, a moan left my lips causing him to lose a moan to my hearing. Damn it...why couldn't this just be easy.

I let go of him, looking up at his face that was now looking at me confused. I smiled lightly, kissing his lips before leaning up slightly,

"You can use the loo baby" I chuckled. He blushed but soon removed himself from my bed and dashed to the loo. I watched his cute butt rush away and as soon as I couldn't see it, I let out a long sigh and wished he was here.