Celebrity Crush

My cheeks were red as could be as I stood from the bed. I thought this was only a crush but apparently it is something a lot more serious.

I pulled my butterfly pants up around my waist. I sat down on the bed trying to decipher the reason behind this dream. There wasn't any mistaking it I did have a crush on him but it was the fact that I thought the crush was like any stupid little high school girl crush.

Maybe it was the fact that when I first got the crush that I convinced myself that was all it was ever going to be because I would never meet him in person. I shook my head and started toward my closet.

Today was going to be such a long day with out Kimi. Her attitude helps me make it through all the boring lessons. The best thing is that today is Friday and the weekend is now here. I only have to wait a few hours until the end of school and then go to Kimi's.

I refuse to sit here at this house with my mom and her boyfriend. I let out a gulp of air and search for something to wear. Everything in my closest seems for some reason incredibly boring today.

Suddenly my eyes stop at a purple shirt with musical notes and a huge heart on the side. One of my favorite colors just happens to be purple. I pull the shirt from the hanger and lay it on my bed. Now for some bottoms.

I finally pick a pair of blue jean capris. I walk to my dresser and find a harbor blue plaid bra and lay it out with the rest of my outfit.

I stand next to my bed and change into the clothes. Once all the articles of clothing have been changed I stand in front of my dresser. I pull open the second drawer and look inside.

Kimi got me hooked on fingerless gloves. I have a few pair from HOT TOPIC in the mall. I pull out the neon blue fishnet fingerless gloves. I know that if my mom is awake she will most likely make some kind of nasty comment. Hopefully though she will be to busy to even notice.

I walk back to my closest and look in the bottom. All my shoes are lined, not in perfect order, in the floor. Slowly I scan every shoe with my eyes trying to figure which shoes would look better with my current outfit.

I chose my ed hardy low rise women sneakers and pulled my feet inside. As I walk back to my bed a purple bracelet catches my eye and I pull it on my wrist. I decide to fix my appearance in the bathroom.

I flip on the light and stare in the mirror. The red in my cheeks is slowly fading but my hair in a total bed head mess. I pull a brush through my brown hair. I grit my teeth when I pull through tangles and huge knots. God I hate my hair in the morning.

Unfortunately I have to put on some kind of make up even though I am not such a huge fan. The only reason I have to is that Kimi has me wear some when she is at school and if I come without any she always has some. She will of course yell at me if she found out I didn't wear any while she wasn't at school. Since I plan to go over there after school she will be able to tell that I didn't have any on.

It isn't the fact that I am scared of her because the girl is one big softy at heart and would never hurt me mentally or physically. She actually got me to like putting on a small amount just to make me stand out.

I pull out the make up bag Kimi gave me a few weeks ago. I don't like the color but the bag keeps the make up safe. The bag is pink and brown and I hate to say it but all the trampy movies and slutty girls have made me hate the color pink. Nothing personal to anyone that likes the color pink but Kimi and I are proud color pink haters.

I unzip the top and begin my search. I pull out eye shadow, blush, eyeliner, and lip gloss. I pull open the top on the eye shadow revealing a purple color to match my shirt.

Soon I apply the eye shadow, eye liner, and blush. I put the lip gloss in my pocket to put on in the jeep.

I place all the make up things back in the bag. I stare in the mirror checking out my face for any mistakes. Eventually I am satisfied and turn the light off and walk back in my room.

“Well it looks like we have a possibility of some rain today. That means an umbrella or jacket with a hood just might be necessary. I hope all . . .”

Well it actually hasn't rain in sometime. I guess when the wicked witch, aka my mom, comes home she brings all the rain and pain right along with her.

Suddenly the image in my head brings a smile to my face. My mom would be the absolute worst witch ever, she could really inflict pain and sorrow so well.

I decide not to use my messenger bag and find my actual backpack. I find my black one with “peace, love, nature” on the front in rainbow colors. I pulled the bag on top of my bed and pulled out notebooks from my messenger bag.

I pull out my PARAMORE binder, my NARUTO tablet, and my other PARAMORE tablet. I put them all in the black backpack along with my class books.

I looked over at my closest trying to figure out which jacket to wear for today.

“Well I am sure that maybe some people out there are wanting some music. Here is

Heaven by DJ Sammie.”

Suddenly I heard a song I remember from a 911 tribute and it had been so long since I heard the song. This was the ballad version and the song was a good one at that.

Heaven by DJ Sammie

oh, thinking about our younger years
there was only you and me
we were young and wild and free
now nothing can take you away from me
we've been down that road before
but that's over now
you keep me coming back for more
(chours)
baby you're all that i want
when you're lying here in my arms
i'm finding it hard to believe
we're in heaven
and love is all that i need
and i found it there in your heart
it isn't too hard to see we're in heaven

oh once in your life you've found someone
who will turn your world around
pick you up when you're feeling down
now nothing can change what you mean to me
there's a love that i can say
just hold me now
cuz our love will light the way
(chours)

I've been waiting for so long
something to ride
love to come along
now our dreams are coming tru
through the good times and the bad
i'll be standing there by you
(chours)

ohhh ohhh ohhh
ohhh ohhh ohhh
we're in heaven

The song went off and a commercial came on. I went to my closest and looked at all the jackets with hoods for a possible rainy day.

I didn't want to wear the one I had wore yesterday for some reason. I pulled jackets apart and came across one I forgot I had. Kimi had gotten it for me one day while we were in HOT TOPIC.

The jacket was sure to cause some drama in this house. The jacket was a Twilight jacket with Edward on the front. The back had “You are my life now”written in blue.

I couldn't help but want to wear the jacket since I hadn't worn it yet. I pulled the jacket off the hanger and pulled my arms through the sleeves.

I looked at the bedside table and found one of my key-chains with a vampire mouth. I pulled the key-chain through one of the belt loops.

I walked over to the other side of the bed to my backpack.

Squeak! I heard my mom's bed down the hall. Yeah I could hear the noise from the room with the door close since I heard it before.

I stopped moving around to figure out who the person was. I was praying that it wasn't mom. She is not so nice when she has a headache. Suddenly I glanced at the clock.

I had taken longer getting ready than I normally take and now I was going to have to fix myself some kind of quick meal. Quickly, forgetting about the person who was awake, I picked up my backpack and threw it on my back. I walked closer to the radio and turned the switch shutting it off.

I then realized my phone and ipod were on the dresser and I picked them up. I put my ipod in my pocket hanging the headphones around my neck. I checked my phone to find:

1 NEW MESSAGE KIMI!!

I opened the message

Hey gurl. Please come over 2day after school. U better wear the makup or I will get u. luv u gurl. Don't worry I messaged Alex and told him to be nice and hang out with u 2day. HAV A GOOD DAY!!!!!!!!!!! I am SERIOUS!!!

Suddenly I felt better about school without Kimi. I placed the phone in my front pocket. I would try to message her once I got to school since I need some food.

I walked to my bedroom door. I turned the knob and pulled the door open. The hall was surprising quiet since someone was up an about. I stepped in the hall pulling the door behind me.

I was completely certain that mom was still in the bedroom. The floor creaked upon contact as I got closer to the staircase. Slowly I descended down the stairs taking my time even though I had to find some quick breakfast.

I didn't hear any noise in the living room or kitchen so I confirmed the coast was clear. I walked in the kitchen and flipped on the light. I had only a few minutes to get to the school in a good amount of time to talk to Alex.

He needed to know the dating information by the end of school. Suddenly I heard the upstairs toilet flush and then I heard the door Clonk! Against the wall.

I opened up the fridge and peaked inside. I found some breakfast hot pockets in the top of the fridge. I pulled the box opened and tossed it on a plate for microwave use. I was going to have to eat this on the way to school.

I pressed the buttons for 2 minutes. As anyone could tell I was in a hurry I didn't want the morning to be awkward when I saw Robert. That wouldn't be a pretty sight at all.

“Good Morning, Laura.”

I heard a voice that wasn't my mothers. I turned around and was confirmed that this was going to be an awkward morning for me in so many ways.

Robert was leaning against the opening of the kitchen. He was dressed in a white t-shirt and pajama shorts. My brain registered that I should probably stop staring now.

As he was rubbing the sleep from his eyes I finally replied back.

“Morning Robert.”

I was so thankful that he was still sleepy enough to not notice the jacket I was wearing.

Then the microwave ding! And I opened the door instantly smelling the eggs and bacon.

“Robert please get me some pain releaver I have a huge migraine.”

I couldn't help but smile when I heard her from her room. I contained the laugh which surprised me, myself, and I.

“Laura could you get the medicine? I actually haven't a clue where it is.”

“Sure.”

My hot pocket was now wrapped up for the ride to school. I walked over to the cabinets above the sink and looked at all the pain medication we had. I pulled some Excedrin

Migraine from the cabinet and found a small cup and poured some water. I unscrewed the cap and shook the bottle letting three white pills fall in my hand.

I opened the cabinet and place the bottle back on the lower self. I turned my attention back to Robert. He was looking right at me and I did my best to not show any embarrassment on my half.

“Thanks. I see you have a jacket with my face on it.”

Suddenly my face flushed and I knew it to.

“Yeah you kinda found out my secret. I am guilty of being a Twilight fan. Trust me I haven't gone crazy yet and I shouldn't anytime soon.”

Robert smiled at me.

“I know you won't I am not afraid of that. I just hope that I just do a good job on the next one for you.”

“Oh I very confident you will be even better than you think.”

Then suddenly we both realized that I had to attend school and he had to get back to my mom.

“Well I guess I'll see you later Robert I have to get to school.”

Robert nodded his head. I could of sworn I saw his smile drop a little but then it was back to the smile before, making me think I had imagined the change.

Robert picked up the cup and pills turning around.

I was back to picking up my hot pocket and getting ready to leave.

“Have a nice day at school Laura.”

I heard Robert call from the stairs.

“I'll do my best.”

I heard him chuckle a little and continue up the stairs, unfortunately to my mother.

Was it to hard to say that I was starting to fall my my mom's boyfriend and my celebrity crush.

Oh I don't think this little problem will be going away any time soon.