I Can See The Fire In Your Eyes.

Light my candles in a daze cause I found god.

-flashback-

"Hold still!" I yelled as I pulled Brian's hand back into my lap.

"Why?!" He whined.

"Well, you asked me to finish your nails and I'm trying. If you'd just wait."

"I'm sorry babe. I just cant keep my hands off you." he said smugly.

I rolled my eyes.

"You know you love me." He said then puckered.

I kissed him once.

"Yeah. But do you love me?" I whispered.

"Forever." He said then kissed my forehead.


While laying in the bed with Matt, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I don't love him.

I watched him sleep, every so often a grin would emerge on his lips. I wonder where Brian is...what he's doing. If he's thinking about me.

All I did was what I had to.

I sighed then got up out of bed, I wandered downstairs and fumbled around in the dark for the phone. I found the number to where Brian was and I called him.

The phone rang once and a sleepy voice answered.

"Brian?" I whispered.

"Ivy?"

"Yeah its me."

"Why are you calling this late?" he asked.

"I wanted to tell you my graduation was in two weeks and I want you to be there."

"Ill be there. I promise."

"Okay. I cant wait until you get home." I said softly.

"Me either."

"I better go now love."

"Okay. I love you."

"I love you too." I said then hung up. I snuck back up the stairs and got back into the bed with Matt. He grunted then slipped his arms around me.

I sighed then turned my back to him.

Look how pretty she is when she falls down.