This Is It

As I got on the stage and started walking with Michael walking after me, I never felt a rush so good in my life. Him behind me, I started to remember what he told me while we were going over 'The way you make me feel'.


"Remember, don't be afraid to get close during this. The fans love go crazy for it."
said Michael

I nodded as he told me this.

I got back over to my original spot and started over.
They played the music as I walked out.
Michael walking behind and and me turning around to see him once in a while.
Once and a while Michael would have his hands on my hips and we started dancing.
When we finished Michael gave me a look that kinda scared me.
I wasn't sure if I did good or bad.

"Did I do something wrong?"
I asked

"No, it was great."
Michael smiled

Dancing on stage with him is so — Wow.
His hands on me is just so — Wow.
Our torsos close together was —Wow.
I don't think I know anymore adjectives when I'm with Michael.

As we started closing up, I was getting some stuff in the locker room when I was Michael walk in with a smile.
I smiled back and out of nowhere he hugs me.
I didn't know what to do and didn't move a muscle.

"Hug me"
Michael whispered in my ear.
I did as he said and put my arms around him.
"Thank you so much."

"For what?"
I asked as I was still in his arms.

"For doing this for me. You didn't have to, but you did."
He said then kissed my cheek.
He then let me and started to walked out the room
Before he left he turned around and smiled a little.
"For the next show, don't be scared to get closer. okay."

"okay."
I blushed a little.

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*July 29, 2009*

Oh, my goodness.
I never danced so much in my life.
Michael just added 'You Rock My World' and 'In the Closet' in the show, and I have to dance with him in all of them.
But, I shouldn't be complaining.
He's singing and dancing every song, but I'm the one dancing in high heels.

As I was at rehearsals with Michael, We just went over 'You Rock my World' for the 19th time and are going to go over 'In the Closet'.
But their was something that was missing.
Oh yeah, that's right.
ALL THE OTHER DANCERS!
Really, where are they, we were supposed to rehears today.
Anyways,
Before Michael and I started dancing, he asked me something I was hoping I would never have to do.

"Can you sing?"
He asked.

I was speechless.
I could sing but never in front of people.
I was very shy singing to people.
Dancing I can handle but not singing.

"Jen?"
Michael chuckled.
"Can you?"

"I don't know."
I lied.

"Try then."
He smiled.

I just looked at him with wide eyes.
"Sing what?"

"The first song that pops up in your head."
he chuckled

Well the only song in my head is 'I Wanna Sex You Up' right now and I don't think that I should sing that to Michael, and I haven't even had sex yet.
I then started walking over to my iPod and put it on.
The first song that played was 'If I Had You' by Adam Lambert.
I started singing trying to forget Michael was there.
As I sang I started dancing like I was in the Bad video.
I coudn't see Michael cause my eyes were closed and my back was turned.
I used as many piches as I could to make it seem like I couldn't sin, but I don't think that worked.
I turned my iPod off and turned around to look at Michael.
He was smiling as he walked over to me.
He stud in front of me and put a peace of my hair behind my ear.

"Is there anything you can't do?"
He asked smiling.

"I could ask the same"
I laughed.

We then heard the other dancers come in and stopped what we were doing.
Michael then took the dancers on stage and started practicing with them.