This Is It

*11: 55p.m. August 16, 2009*

I'm in Michael's hotel room and we were just chilling.
Ever since I sang for Michael, he's been wanting to get closer.
I'm not complaining at all but, why would he want to get close to me?

In about 5 it was going to be my birthday.
I'm really happy that I'm turning 17.
I wonder if —

"Jen, what are you thinking about?"
Michael asked as we were both laying in bed.

"Nothing."
I harmonized.

Michael giggled and sat up next to me.
He smiled down at me as I was playing with my hair.
I looked up at him and he had that same smile he has had since I sang for him.
I raised and eyebrow and chuckled.

"Why are you staring at me like that?"
I laughed.

"Cause."
He smiled

I shrugged and stopped playing with my hair.
I closed my eyes and I felt Michael play with my hair.
I smiled with my eyes closed and felt a kiss on my forehead.

"Happy birthday, Jennavecia"
Michael spoke into my forehead.

As I blushed, I heard Michael chuckle as his lips we still on my forehead.

"What's so funny."
I asked opening one eye looking up at him

"Nothing."
Michael laughed placing another kiss on my forehead.

I smiled and sat up on the bed then got off and walked to the door.
"Where you going?"
Michael asked with puppy eyes.

I looked at him and smiled.
"To the bathroom"
I sighed happily.

Michael smiled and laid down as I went into the bathroom.
What is up with Michael?
I started blushing, thinking about all the things I could do with Michael right now.
I got out the bathroom and went back to Michael.

As I sat next to him, I felt him tug on my shirt for me to lay down.
I did as he wanted and he started playing with my hair.
Ok, if their is nothing going on between us then what is?
I moved away a little out of thinking what would Lance say.
Michael frowned when I did this.
I sighed and moved closer to him making him smile as he moved closer to me.
At this point, I was getting a little nerves.
I looked down as Michael still played with my hair, moving closer to me.
I closed my eyes trying to think this isn't happening
I liked it, don't get me wrong, but what was holding me back.

Oh, I think I know now.
I NEVER KISSED A GUY!

He then placed little kissed on my forehead and then went to my cheek.
I groaned as he did this and he just kissed me more.
I then felt this weird feeling in my body, like it wanted more.
I moved as close as I could to Michael and snuggle on him.
He put one hand behind my head and kissed the top of my head.
I moaned slightly and smiled.
He lifted my chin as my eyes were closed while I blushed.
I then felt his lips on mine and his other hand on my hip

I then heard my phone go off and it was Lawrence.
It is 7:25a.m. in London and It's my birthday.
I had A sweet Dream, but when I woke up, it was a Beautiful Nightmare.