Status: It's going to go on :)

Rain That Covers the Feelings

Life Has Dead Ends Everywhere

Two months after the little action I had with Brendon in the back room of the club, I found out that I'm pregnant. I was happy to tell Andy the news, but I knew that someone needed to know this before. So I logged on to AIM and send a message to him.

xXx_angel_xXx: hi babe
originalmrsmith: heyya...how you been?
xXx_angel_xXx: good...how have you been??
originalmrsmith: could be better
xXx_angel_xXx: why?
originalmrsmith: jon's planning his wedding,ryan can't write lyrics and well bren...well he is a mess
xXx_angel_xXx: why a mess?what happened?
originalmrsmith: you happened
xXx_angel_xXx: oh
originalmrsmith: did you want to tell me something??
xXx_angel_xXx: well yeah, but promise me you won't tell bren anything
originalmrsmith: i promise
xXx_angel_xXx: I'm pregnant
originalmrsmith: that's so cool...when's the big day then?
xXx_angel_xXx: don't know yet...should tell Andy that we're having a baby
originalmrsmith: he doesn't know??was i the first??
xXx_angel_xXx: yeah
originalmrsmith: i feel special now
xXx_angel_xXx: you are...listen i have to go now...talk to ya later..bye..kisses
originalmrsmith: bye, kisses

I logged off and started to get ready to make dinner. I planned on making chicken with rice. I was done in a half an hour and Andy arrived when I was putting the plates on the table. He kissed me on my cheek and sat down. We started eating dinner and after sometime I was ready to tell him that we're going to have a baby, but he beat me to the conversation.

"We are engaged and we are going to get married. So I guess we have to tell each other everything."
"Well yeah, that's normal in a relationship."
"Well, tell me firstly, do you want kids?"
"Of course I want kids."
"Well there is something I have to tell you."