It Was a Lie When They Smiled and Said "You won't feel a thing"

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First of all, I wanted to say sorry to all of you for how much of a dumbass I am for not updating as often as I said I would.
I'm at the lowest point in my life right now, but that is still no excuse to break promises, let people down, and stop doing what I simply love to do.
The truth is, I don't have much longer to live, and when I die, I don't want this story to be abandoned. I know I don't deserve this, but all I'm asking is for someone to keep the story going after I die. Every last one of you deserve better than me, and I'll make sure the person I find is. I'm giving myself about three months, and hopefully I'll have someone before that.
And Court?
If you're reading this, then I love you, and I want you to get better soon, okay?
My Apologies
~Kiersten