My Heart Stops Beating If You're Not Beside Me
Chapter 2
Franks p.o.v
he wants to take me home oh what do i say what do i say
ohh ummm ahhh ill just walk
are you sure he asks
yer i live just up the hill
Oh ok then
only if he knew that i have no where to go!
but ohwell and i start to make my way to were ever it is im heading!
***
Jesus its dark now its so fucking sccary
Oh shut up frank i can handle you can take it frank you can i repedily
say to myself
i hear a car pull up behind me causin me to ignore my thoughts and run
*hey dont run* i hear
i turn back and see the guy whom saved me
i keep runnig as i think he noticed i have nowhere to go
and i didnt want him to so i pick up the pace
then i trip
****
ohh umm ahhh
i wake up in this beautiful mans arms
this beautiful man who also saved me from some prick......... im in heaven
GERARD Pov
you had a pretty bad fall there i say meaningfuly
oh yer umm ahh were am i
your at my ouse and my name is gerard by the way!
'Ahh ow"
oh sorry there umm..ahh i didnt quite catch ya name
ohh umm franks my name
oh if you dont mind me asking gerard but why am i bak with you i remember..remember
remember what
Mixed p.o.v.z
i remember trying to runaway from you ishamefully admit
yes i know"
why did you lie to me ? if you juust said you had nowhere to go i wouldve offered my place to you after all youve been through!
G*i cant believe im holdng this beautiful booy in my arms and hes gonna be staying here at my house with me yay :)* OH shut up gerard quit tlking to yourself and thinking these things he probably not evan like tht he probably likes girls! :(
F*omfg this guy is holding me in his arms i love it omg i like thig guy i do but think bout it frankie he probably isnt gay:(
gerards p.o.v
so frankie! ...is it ok if i call you frankie?
yer shore!
so why dont you have anywere to go?if you dont mind me asking?
well it was a few years back i was living with my drug addict mother
and she had passed out on the lounge with all these men laying with her i came home petrified i start screaming and stuff i was only about ten but i was about as mature as a 19 year old so mum woke up like what the fuck frankie?im slattery and screaming out words and she takes off with everything and a couple day later i get kicked out because the legal oener wasnt there anymore (but really all they cared about was that my mumsupplied there drugs so they couldnt careless about the kid that got rid off there dealer and deliverer so i was on the streets staying at random parks surviving the best i could and no one had a care for me going through there mind they would bash me rape me everything that is unhumainly that you could think of!
i see tears falling from franks eyes i felt lke i had known this kid for years
im im sorry for bringing it up frank and i hug him not relising it but he holds me back and i feel this connection with him...
itit it its okay gee (i assume i can call him tht)
you are the first person ive ever had to tell that to its been hard keeping it in!
i watch this boy cry in his opening up to me then he starts shuddering me relising this whole time he hasnt had a shirt
Hey frankie
Yes gee!
im just goin to get you a shirt and a jacket ok
dont leave me alone its ok ill only be a sec ok
hmmm ok
ok then
i go up stairs and grab frank a loose misfits t-shirt and black iron maiden jacket
i also think to grab him some boxers and a pair of clean jeans
"gerard" i hear
can you pleae hurry im scared :(
Naww poor frank i rush down the stairs as fast as i can!
Hear you Go Frank and befor i know it his arms are wrapped around mine
I got scared there was scratching at the door!
Ohh that was probably next doors cat ok
"ohh ok then well glad ur back"
im glad im bak too i joke
Hehehehehehehe"frank laughs
AWWW what a cute little innocent laugh i think to my self
to bad franks been changed from a sweet innocent boy from all those bastards out there who didnt care that he was being tortured!
heyy whats that i hear him asking?whilst he pointing at the playstation
oh thats a playstation
whats a playstation he asked in a confused way?
its a game console there heaps new i got it b4 it was evan on the market!
Oh soo you are RICH
i wouldnt say rich no not rich at all i got that cos my nan went to japan not long back and she got it for me cos she saw how much i loved the nintendo when it first came out but i never had enough money!
oh ok!
do you wanna play it frankie?
Frankie not know how work he said with shame
oh dont worry i dont either i press random buttons :) :P
he wants to take me home oh what do i say what do i say
ohh ummm ahhh ill just walk
are you sure he asks
yer i live just up the hill
Oh ok then
only if he knew that i have no where to go!
but ohwell and i start to make my way to were ever it is im heading!
***
Jesus its dark now its so fucking sccary
Oh shut up frank i can handle you can take it frank you can i repedily
say to myself
i hear a car pull up behind me causin me to ignore my thoughts and run
*hey dont run* i hear
i turn back and see the guy whom saved me
i keep runnig as i think he noticed i have nowhere to go
and i didnt want him to so i pick up the pace
then i trip
****
ohh umm ahhh
i wake up in this beautiful mans arms
this beautiful man who also saved me from some prick......... im in heaven
GERARD Pov
you had a pretty bad fall there i say meaningfuly
oh yer umm ahh were am i
your at my ouse and my name is gerard by the way!
'Ahh ow"
oh sorry there umm..ahh i didnt quite catch ya name
ohh umm franks my name
oh if you dont mind me asking gerard but why am i bak with you i remember..remember
remember what
Mixed p.o.v.z
i remember trying to runaway from you ishamefully admit
yes i know"
why did you lie to me ? if you juust said you had nowhere to go i wouldve offered my place to you after all youve been through!
G*i cant believe im holdng this beautiful booy in my arms and hes gonna be staying here at my house with me yay :)* OH shut up gerard quit tlking to yourself and thinking these things he probably not evan like tht he probably likes girls! :(
F*omfg this guy is holding me in his arms i love it omg i like thig guy i do but think bout it frankie he probably isnt gay:(
gerards p.o.v
so frankie! ...is it ok if i call you frankie?
yer shore!
so why dont you have anywere to go?if you dont mind me asking?
well it was a few years back i was living with my drug addict mother
and she had passed out on the lounge with all these men laying with her i came home petrified i start screaming and stuff i was only about ten but i was about as mature as a 19 year old so mum woke up like what the fuck frankie?im slattery and screaming out words and she takes off with everything and a couple day later i get kicked out because the legal oener wasnt there anymore (but really all they cared about was that my mumsupplied there drugs so they couldnt careless about the kid that got rid off there dealer and deliverer so i was on the streets staying at random parks surviving the best i could and no one had a care for me going through there mind they would bash me rape me everything that is unhumainly that you could think of!
i see tears falling from franks eyes i felt lke i had known this kid for years
im im sorry for bringing it up frank and i hug him not relising it but he holds me back and i feel this connection with him...
itit it its okay gee (i assume i can call him tht)
you are the first person ive ever had to tell that to its been hard keeping it in!
i watch this boy cry in his opening up to me then he starts shuddering me relising this whole time he hasnt had a shirt
Hey frankie
Yes gee!
im just goin to get you a shirt and a jacket ok
dont leave me alone its ok ill only be a sec ok
hmmm ok
ok then
i go up stairs and grab frank a loose misfits t-shirt and black iron maiden jacket
i also think to grab him some boxers and a pair of clean jeans
"gerard" i hear
can you pleae hurry im scared :(
Naww poor frank i rush down the stairs as fast as i can!
Hear you Go Frank and befor i know it his arms are wrapped around mine
I got scared there was scratching at the door!
Ohh that was probably next doors cat ok
"ohh ok then well glad ur back"
im glad im bak too i joke
Hehehehehehehe"frank laughs
AWWW what a cute little innocent laugh i think to my self
to bad franks been changed from a sweet innocent boy from all those bastards out there who didnt care that he was being tortured!
heyy whats that i hear him asking?whilst he pointing at the playstation
oh thats a playstation
whats a playstation he asked in a confused way?
its a game console there heaps new i got it b4 it was evan on the market!
Oh soo you are RICH
i wouldnt say rich no not rich at all i got that cos my nan went to japan not long back and she got it for me cos she saw how much i loved the nintendo when it first came out but i never had enough money!
oh ok!
do you wanna play it frankie?
Frankie not know how work he said with shame
oh dont worry i dont either i press random buttons :) :P