The Humanoid Diaries: Aerieus

Entry Six

Dear Diary,

People do not know that in the earlier years of my rule…my parents were in control. I was just the figure-head. The pretty little girl, which in the eyes of many was a cruel, blood-thirsty dictator. I wasn’t a child anymore. I was a demi-god…and I believed that…my parents forced me to believe that…they had me read…read all of the time…and work in the lab…creating…creating…they had me conquering…and conquering…they taught me to hate…but to love power…and so…I did. I became Aerieus…Queen of New Babylon. I accomplished the vision that they had for me…the vision to be Queen but to be hated…hated forever…forever by the human race…and I was human.

I had no friends, no companion…no lover….nothing…I was alone…like I am now…blindly worshiped by the world, not out of self-desire…but out of fear.

I was alone…and I needed friends…and the Humanoids…were my friends.

*Sigh*

But even they were flawed…even they could not love me…because I did not know how to create emotion. How to give them a soul…


Sincerly,
Aerieus.