A Kiss Good-Bye, One Hundred Times
Into the devil's bed
I stopped my stupid crying, wating for them all to leave, swearing that I would kill Gerard.
"Hey," Someone said behind me, I spun around quickly, ready to kick some fucking ass. "Gerard's not in that closet." I stared at who was standig in front of me, Gerard.
"What the fuck?" I asked tears forming in my eyes. "Where the hell were you?" I asked my shoulders shaking I was crying so hard. I looked through blurry eyes at my shoes.
"I was at the gas station." He whispered.
"What?" I said getting more angry. "Why were you at the fucking gas station!?" I asked swearing louder.
"I was getting gas." He said pulling me into a hug. "What the hell else would I do there?" He asked me with hurt in his voice.
"Yeah more like having sex with a whore." I said under my breath. "Why th hell did it take so long then? I looked at how much gas we had this morning, it was almost on full." I whispered, more tears coming.
"Um....I guess it was." He whispered, I shook with sobs.
"What were you really doing?" I asked smelling his shirt, it smelling like perfume and oil, where the fuck had he been? He sighed.
"I was getting you a present." He said while stroking my hair.
"A present?" I asked looking up into his eyes.
"Well yeah, I was trying to make it a surprise." He said with a smile, how could he be a whore?
"Where is it?" I asked with a laugh, he smiled.
"Hold on crazy." He said with a laugh. "It's in the car."
I couldn't believe it, he bought me a dress. Not just a cute dress but a very beautiful dress.
"Oh my god Gerard it's so beautiful!" I gasped, he laughed and wrappedhis arms around me.
"It's for tonight."He said kissing my neck.
"Tonight?" I asked still staring at the dress.
"Yeah," He said against my skin. "We're going dancing."
*LATER THAT DAY AT GERARD'S PLACE*
I couldn't believe his house, it was huge. It had three kitchens, three bathrooms, four bedrooms, two living rooms, a bar, a game room.....it had everthing!
"Wow," I whispered as Gerard led me into a bedroom. "This is amazing." I giggled as Gerard threw me on the bed. He looked around then jumped onto the bed with me. "Jeeze Gerard," I breathed as he kissed my cheek, his hands on my hips. "Calm down." He laughed pulling at my jacket.
"Come on," He said with a giggle. "Don't you want to have some fun before we go dancing?" He asked with a laugh. I ran my fingers through his hair, feeling his lips graze the skin of my chest.
"Yes." I whispered wishing I had just said no and walked away. Why did I have to give in to him? "Oh Gerard," I whispered looking around the room. He laughed as he kissed down my stomuch, I shivered. "Gerard?" I said as he unpuckled my belt. "What are you doing?" I knew what he was doing, well kind-of.
"Oh don't worry," He said with a laugh. "It's going to feel great!" He said unbuttoning my jeans slowly, I felt sick.
"Gerard stop." I said, I couldn't take anymore, I didn't want to do it. "Seriously stop." i said getting up, pulling away.
"What's wrong?" He asked lookin hurt.
"I can't do it," I whispered looking away from hs eyes.
"Do what?" He asked looking into my eyes.
"I can't have sex with you."
"Hey," Someone said behind me, I spun around quickly, ready to kick some fucking ass. "Gerard's not in that closet." I stared at who was standig in front of me, Gerard.
"What the fuck?" I asked tears forming in my eyes. "Where the hell were you?" I asked my shoulders shaking I was crying so hard. I looked through blurry eyes at my shoes.
"I was at the gas station." He whispered.
"What?" I said getting more angry. "Why were you at the fucking gas station!?" I asked swearing louder.
"I was getting gas." He said pulling me into a hug. "What the hell else would I do there?" He asked me with hurt in his voice.
"Yeah more like having sex with a whore." I said under my breath. "Why th hell did it take so long then? I looked at how much gas we had this morning, it was almost on full." I whispered, more tears coming.
"Um....I guess it was." He whispered, I shook with sobs.
"What were you really doing?" I asked smelling his shirt, it smelling like perfume and oil, where the fuck had he been? He sighed.
"I was getting you a present." He said while stroking my hair.
"A present?" I asked looking up into his eyes.
"Well yeah, I was trying to make it a surprise." He said with a smile, how could he be a whore?
"Where is it?" I asked with a laugh, he smiled.
"Hold on crazy." He said with a laugh. "It's in the car."
I couldn't believe it, he bought me a dress. Not just a cute dress but a very beautiful dress.
"Oh my god Gerard it's so beautiful!" I gasped, he laughed and wrappedhis arms around me.
"It's for tonight."He said kissing my neck.
"Tonight?" I asked still staring at the dress.
"Yeah," He said against my skin. "We're going dancing."
*LATER THAT DAY AT GERARD'S PLACE*
I couldn't believe his house, it was huge. It had three kitchens, three bathrooms, four bedrooms, two living rooms, a bar, a game room.....it had everthing!
"Wow," I whispered as Gerard led me into a bedroom. "This is amazing." I giggled as Gerard threw me on the bed. He looked around then jumped onto the bed with me. "Jeeze Gerard," I breathed as he kissed my cheek, his hands on my hips. "Calm down." He laughed pulling at my jacket.
"Come on," He said with a giggle. "Don't you want to have some fun before we go dancing?" He asked with a laugh. I ran my fingers through his hair, feeling his lips graze the skin of my chest.
"Yes." I whispered wishing I had just said no and walked away. Why did I have to give in to him? "Oh Gerard," I whispered looking around the room. He laughed as he kissed down my stomuch, I shivered. "Gerard?" I said as he unpuckled my belt. "What are you doing?" I knew what he was doing, well kind-of.
"Oh don't worry," He said with a laugh. "It's going to feel great!" He said unbuttoning my jeans slowly, I felt sick.
"Gerard stop." I said, I couldn't take anymore, I didn't want to do it. "Seriously stop." i said getting up, pulling away.
"What's wrong?" He asked lookin hurt.
"I can't do it," I whispered looking away from hs eyes.
"Do what?" He asked looking into my eyes.
"I can't have sex with you."