The Talk of the Town but We're Going Down

I'm stuck in bed, trash can on my left, cell phone on my right. I was unable to play, so we had Johnny play for me.
"Ray?" Matt asked, turning over
"Yeah"
"I love you" He whispered
I was quiet.
"I love you too Mattie" I whispered and fell asleep.
~*~
"What is wrong with you! Why do you think that you can do that to her?" I heard Matt's voice
"What? Do what? Tell her the truth?" Syn.
"Are you stupid? Really Brian, you need to clean yourself up. Maybe Michelle was right to cheat on you, maybe she knew what we didn't" Matt yelled
"Matt, I didn't do a thing! You know this, I tell you everything. I told you when I knew I loved Shan. I told you everything!" Brian yelled back

"Do you not understand? Do you really not understand that Shannon doesn't like you anymore. She did love you, she did. But now, now she doesn't. Can't you see that!" Matt yelled
Brian broke down in tears. I heard everything. I did know that Shannon didn't feel alot towards Brian but I wasn't going to say anything.
I got up, walking into the make-shift kitchen
"Rach." They both paused
"Look, Brian, I believe somewhere deep down Shannon still loves you. But you two need to shut up. I'm way too sick, way too tired, way to emotional right now to give a crap what you do Brian. I love you both. But really, guys, not now. I'm not on either side. I'm sticking with Shannon." I walked out of the bus and into Jimmy.
"Whats wrong, why are you crying" He asked
"Nothin. Hormones. Whats wrong with you?"
"Nothing! I'm completely excited, Emily and I have a date for tomorrow" I looked at him
"You do?" I asked, Emily never goes on dates.
"Yeah, I was surprised myself. So...are Brian and Matt okay, Johnny wanted me to check"
"Yeah, fine, I straightened it out"
"Nice. Hey, Do you think you...should...leave tour, atleast until mini matt arrives" He asked. I hadn't thought about it, but it made some sense. In a few months I won't be able to play. But the band. Shit.