A New Beginning

Later Days

"Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And I just try to find some hope
To try to hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've got to keep on fighting
And then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
there’s nothing I can do"

Mia's P.O.V.

I finished. I looked up at the sirs and smiled....They just looked at me in awe. "Ok come on I wasn't that bad," I said..."No you were freaking great. Did you write that?" Frank asked...I sighed "No I wish I could write like that...but can't. That was The Veronicas. They’re way better at it," I said "Trust me that was fucking’ good!" Gerard said. "Do I still have to play the piano?" I asked not really wanting to now. "Nah not if you don't want to...so what you want?" Frank asked I put the guitars on the stand and sighed. "It not really important at this point later days *sigh* later days" I said making my way back up the stairs. Them behind me. "Awe come on what was it?" Gerard asked... "It nothing really like I said later days," I said sitting on the couch and picking up my camera.

They sat across from me I turned it on. "Ok so like I was saying earlier I'm at my new home with the sirs *turns camera to Gerard and Frank*.....So tell me about yourselves," I said like an interview I smiled. They told about themselves. (A/N you guys should know all about them) I turned the camera to me. "Oh did I tell you about Ben my hamster...He is missing an eye and a foot and most of his fur. Probably the most beautiful thing on this earth besides me," I said cockily Frank giggled. "God just like you Gee" Frank giggled. I turned the camera on them. "What the being cocky or the beautiful thing because y'know beauty is in the eye of the beholder and all the jazz. That why John shaved my head before,'' I said. "John?" Gerard asked "Yeah the home I was at last the daddy was John...and I was happy because a boy at Josh (my older brother at that time) school said that I was pretty. And I was so happy I told the mommy and the daddy.
The daddy got mad called me some dirty names and shaved my head. told me to find someone that though I was pretty now. It was probity one of the best things that happened to me" I said. "How is a good thing?" Frank asked shocked. I turned the camera to me. ''Because the kid completely blew me off after because he didn't care what my personality and stuff was like...along as I looked good...(looks at camera) Life lesson: It’s what’s on the inside that counts and boys aren’t nothing but pricks and animals, who just was you to suck there wangers"(A/N Oh I went there! I did not mean to offend any guys reading this) I said and turned the camera back on them..."Oh ok" Both of them said I smiled. They laughed at the last thing. I said. "Where did you hear the last thing?" Frank asked laughing "My older sister told me once" I replied

"You have a sister?" Gee asked "Yep a sister and 4 brothers anyway, You guys got any life lessons or advice?" I said "Yeah rap it before you tap it." Frank giggled. "Ewe dad--I mean *cough* sir" I said. Fuck I can't believe I just slipped what if he hates me now? He smiled. "Any who....So do you think I will like school? It being the first time I’m going to a real school in all," I asked pointing the camera at them once more. "Well depends...If school is still like I went I think you'll be fine" Gerard said. I nodded. "Well sirs I would love to keep gracing you with my presence but I have some things to tend, Than I'm off to bed I said turning off the camera. “With out dinner?" Frank asked. "yep" I said walking out of the room.

(This is Bethanie here, and I have decided I will give a part in this story to who-ever can tell me where the saying "Later days" came from and why it’s so famous. leave a comment with your answer. I will announce the winner (if there is one) in chapter 8 in 2 days (If you do not know the answer I suggest you tune in for chapter 8. The answer might just shock you
Thanks,
-Bethanie)
(Also I'm running the contest(Me, Ariel) just saying! I will put the winner in also! so send in your answers!)