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Dear Diary

003

She’s getting the cravings all over again. It’s been months without, and now it’s like she quit yesterday. He brings out the best and the worst of her. The soft side, including the way she sees the world, as art. With all of the peace and love, hate and destruction.

He says he can’t do something, then goes and does it. He’s too blind to see how much he hurts her, though unintentional. Should they try to compromise? Or should she walk away? Hurt herself to save herself?

They say don’t let him do this to her. To let him go. She can’t control her heart. The heart wants what the heart wants. Too bad she uses her brain instead of her heart.

Oh how she misses that feeling. The feeling of eternal bliss. Of those imaginary butterflies. Of the unbreakable strength she once had.

He broke her… and now, she’s given her heart to the devil….