Status: It's all finished.

Silent Screams

Unexpected

So I guess I'll skip through some of the time, since well
pretty much nothing really special happens.
Just the fact, we spent most of our days with eachother,
and talked to eachother all day and everyday.

But this was the best night of my life.
Ever. No doubts about it.
This is where I knew I wanted to be with him forever.


I remember that night like it was yesterday.
His parents weren't home.
It was November 29th.
From that date Justin and I had been together for exactly
three amazing months.

We had just gotten back from a long movie with a bunch
of friends, and decided to go back to his house.
He's parents weren't home, no one was home but us.

We were sitting in his love seat, cuddling and watching
some old 80s show on Nick At Night.

My head was laying on his chest, where i could hear
his heart beating. The beat was steady.
bump. bump. bump.
the most amazing sound to my ears, other than his
voice.

I closed my eyes, and listened to his heart beat a
nice steady beat.
Everything was how I wanted it to be.
It was perfect.

His lips slowly touched my forehead. Staying there
for a few extra seconds than they usually do.
A tingle running down my spin, the magical feeling
of his kiss; the feeling I loved so very much.

I looked up at him, getting myself in a better spot
to look right into his eyes.
He looked back at me, and pulled me into his lap.
His eyes never looked away from mine.
His face slowly moving closer to mine.
Our lips touched.

We tongues passing by eachother,
his hands slowly moving down my body.
His fingers unzipping my pants.

My heads grabbing the bottom of his shirt, and pulled
it up over his head and threw it to the floor.
His abs right in front of my face; I moved my hands slowly
all over his chest.
He peered at me, then took off my pants all the way.

I looked up; peering back into his eyes.
I couldn't tell if he could see the nervousness in them.
But I didn't say a word.

Our lips were touching again, our hands taking off
eachothers clothes.
We were now almost nude.

I could feel his body heat warm me up.
My heads all over his body, and his all over mine.
Our faces not having an inch between us.

In between a kiss he asked me in a whisper,
"Are you sure?"
I looked at him and nodded.

I don't know what happened, but there we were
totally naked, on his couch; kissing.

Within seconds, the only thing I could hear was
us breathing and the low muffled thumps from the
couch hitting the wall.

thump, thump, thump. thump

I moaned and kissed him some more.
The look on his face showed pleasure as he kissed me.

thump, thump, thump, thump

It felt as if we were connected together.
It felt as if this was how it was always suppose to be;

Me. Him. Together.