Never Forget Me

In life god doesn't give you the people you want, instead he gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you, and to make you exactly the way you should be. Cedric taught me so many things in life. He taught me to never fear failure so much that I refuse to try new things. To cherish my yesterdays and dream my tomorrows, but most importantly, don't forget to live your todays. Hurt was never in Cedric's vocabulary. He always had a free spirit about him. Although at times we'd have our arguments, we'd always apologize afterwords.

I've known Cedric my whole life and it wasn't until nine months ago that I finally realized that I loved him more than a friend. Sometimes I wish that it didn't take me so long to figure it out. You know the saying; You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back? We'll that's how I feel about Cedric. I never knew what a great friend I had until he was gone from this world forever. I wish that I could hold him now, to touch him, to talk to him, and just to be with him somehow. But now, all I have are memories. The memories of the last nine months of his life to get me by. I'll never forget those memories as long as I live