Status: in the making
Veggie Head
Rubber Bands
February 9, 2010
They just aren't the same.
I pull and snap, and pull and snap until I'm breathing heavy from the pain, and once the red mark shows up, I feel a little satisfaction, but it's not doing it for me.
I still want to cut.
I want to give in to the knife.
I want to feel my skin open, feel the burn of it.
I'm tempted. I'll admit it. I am so fucking tempted. I want to cut so badly.
Though I haven't given in yet.
There's still round two.
They just aren't the same.
I pull and snap, and pull and snap until I'm breathing heavy from the pain, and once the red mark shows up, I feel a little satisfaction, but it's not doing it for me.
I still want to cut.
I want to give in to the knife.
I want to feel my skin open, feel the burn of it.
I'm tempted. I'll admit it. I am so fucking tempted. I want to cut so badly.
Though I haven't given in yet.
There's still round two.