Status: in the making

Veggie Head

Like Shit

February 26, 2010

That's how I feel.
Like complete shit.

I didn't go to school today. I was too overwhelmed. Last night was just too much. Right now is too much. I feel like dying.
I hate being here, but I don't want to move.
I hate feeling like this, but I can't seem to do anything about it.
Well, I can do something about it, but I don't want to trouble anyone else.
That's how it always is.

I feel like I'm drowning.
Like I'm at the bottom of a pool, and I know I can pull myself out, but my body just isn't working.

This guy I like...
I don't think it's helping me.
I think its making things worse.

"sitting in my room playing russian roulette,
finger on the trigger to my dear juliet..."