I Wanna Say We're Getting Closer Every Day

It's been long, I know. But I already wrote this whole shit down, and I'm just noch able to find it again. Damn, i'm so mad right now.
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How did I get into this situation? How?

We were all sitting at the table. Silence. Awkward Silence had been taking Place.
Everyone was looking down at the plates, whch were filled with foot.

"I thought you went home," Nate started, looking towards Jace.
"Yeah, I was on my way, when Kesha meant she had already cooked for all of us,... I didn't want to be impolite."
"Oh, It wouldn't have been impolite." Nate informed him, and I could feel someone punching his foot.
I felt, well, not well.
"Thanks,... " Jace just said, barely audible.
Nate used every chance to be rude agianst Jace. I didn't know why.
Also I had never seen him this filled with hate.

"So, as we already know you're not going to spend the night here, when are you planning on going?"
"Nate!" Kesh nearly screamed.
"What? Sometime he has to realize that he's unwanted here!"
"He is wanted!" Kesha told him.
"No!" - "He is!"
"WILL YOU TWO STOP IT?!"
I nearly screamed and hit my hands onto the table. I was standing.
All of them were looking at me.
"Just,... stop it!" I said and sat down again. "No one's unwelcomed here."
Nate's eyes were filled with anger and it got silent again.

After a while I just couldn't stand it.
"Well, I better get going."
"You said you'd stay here..." Kesha answered.
"Well, yeah, but my mother really looked... " I trailed off.
"As if you'd care for yor mother!" she thought loud.
"Is it because of Nate?" she added. "No, I'm just tired. I really want to go home.."
"You can use my bed..." Nate grinned.
I looked at him. "Thanks, but rather not now."
"I can drive you", his voice suddently appeared out of nowhere.
"No. I'm gonna walk, but thanks."
"Mel, I don't want you to walk home at this time. It's already dark." Blake finally said a thing.
"I don't want it." Nate said. "I don't want you to drive with him."
Kesha rolled her eyes. "It's not like he's going to rape her."
"I wouldn't let anyone rape her, not even myself."
"See, he's not going to rape me. I'm walking anyway!"
"No!" they all said in union.

How it went on? Don't even ask. And how it ended? Guess.
Half an hour later I was sitting in his car, driving towards the end of the road.
We didn't talk. We just sat there, he was driving.
"Where should I drive to?", he didn't know my adress, which somehow calmed me down.
The next streat on the right and then till the playground.
And that was what he did. He drove into a alley I didn't even knew. I just guessed there was a playground, so, yeah.
Surprisingly I was right.
Okay, name me one alley, where no playground is near.
As the car stopped, I grabbed my things and opned the door.
"Thanks." I just said and got out. I walked a bit down the streat, so that he wouldn't get any wrong intentions.
An as I heard a car pulling off, I stepped onto the playground.
"Children under 12 only." said a big sign, but who paid attention to such a thing?
I walked towards the swing and sat down, pulling my iPod out of my handbag.

Treat me like a lady, like a boy should. Love me like crazy like a boy should, and if you amaze me,
I know that I could love you like a girl should.

I started to swing. I hadn't done that for a while now.
It felt like I was a child again. It felt save.

But again, my music was loud. Too loud. I couldn't even hear the footsteps from behind.
I just couldn't, and so I didn't had the time to run, when someone suddenly grabbed me from behind, really hard. It hurt.