Watching Over You

People say dying is hard.
Not only for you,
But for everyone else too.

I disagree.
But maybe that's because i'm not dead.

If only they could see me when i'm there,
Lurking around their house like a lost puppy.

I miss them.
I want to come home.

For some reason,
I can't.

For some reason,
I'm a ghost,
Not an angel.

I've lost my wings,
and now i wander.
I don't know why.

I've been watching over Hayden protectively.
I feel very.. Insecure when i can't see her.
When Rose is upset,
Thats when i can't see her most.

I always calm Rose down though,
Blowing the scent of cinnamon and lavender across her face.
All her troubles fade.

I wish i could do the same for Jasper.

He's so lost.
So alone.

I miss him terribly,
I wonder if he misses me too?
If only i knew.

Edward know's I've been around.
He sees me and smiles at me.

I don't know how he does it.

Alice has been here.
She told Edward that something was coming,
Something bad.

I didnt catch what, though.

I have a feeling it isn't good.
Not at all.