What's The Worst That Can Happen

***Friday Night***

(Izzy's P.O.V)

I was nerves at this point. I mean moving into the same room, sleeping in the same bed that's a big step. I love Mike I really do, but I'm nerves, and if you want to know why its...well because I want to talk to him about our relationship on a different level. If you know what I mean. I told Jenny I want him as my first, and I still do. I love that man with all my heart, he's the one I've been waiting for.

I bite my lips nervously I've been in my bathroom for the past 15 minutes. I told Mike I would change, and meet him in his room.

I look over my appearance one last time, and sighed. I felt like a slut in these short ass short. I usually don't wear anything but a tank, and panties to sleep just like, Jenny. But I guess when your sleeping in the same bed with someone shorts is enough. I guess I can't feel free tonight. Im sure he wouldn't mind me in just my underwear, but I want to talk about us in that way not go ahead and leap into sex right than and there. Although I'm sure he would jump me if I did. I smiled at the thought.

I finally decided to leave the bathroom, and head to Mike's room. I was still nerves as I knocked on the door. I hesitated for a minutes, but decided to grow some balls, and knock. He answer right away I guess he was waiting. Once he opened the door I could feel my face heating up. He just had to be shirt less, and have his sweatpants so low you could see the V shape going down he's well...umm area. Which I'll admit was very attractive, and kind of a turn on. I bit my lip again, he just grinned like he did it on purpose.

He let me in, and closed the door behind him. No words were said because I'm pretty sure he knows what I want to talk about. I mean it was the only thing on my mind. Shit Lex probably knows too! I look down embarrassed. He walked over to me, and put he's hands on my face to make me look at him. He looked sad, concerned, frustrated. Ugh! I didn't want this to be uncomfortable I wanted to talk about this like we talk about everything else.

"Babe can you please say something...please." I whispered afraid to speak any louder.

"I don't know what to say." He let go of my face, and walked over to the bed.

"I didn't think its would be that big of a deal Mike."

"It may not be to you, but it is to me." He said kind of in an frustrated voice.

"Well, if you didn't want to sleep with me then that's all you had to say!" I was kind of mad now so I walked over to the door, and was about to open it but he stopped me.

"Baby that's not what I meant. I'm not saying that I don't want to make love to you. I am simply saying that we..can't do that." He pulled me over to sit on the bed.

"Why not?" I asked confused. He sighed.

"We don't know what could happen." He looked away from me.

"Now your started to sound like Jenny. What's the real reason?" there was no doubt that I was pissed now. I didn't think it would turn out this way.

"That's the truth! What more do you want me to say? You think I haven't thought about making love to my girlfriend? Because I do! I don't want you to get hurt." He voice was more calm at the end.

"Every girls first time hurts. Its inevitable Mike."

"No, that's not what I'm trying to say," he sighed out of frustration he put he's head in he's hands. "I've never been with a human in that way before." He mumbled. I stared at him shocked.

"You've never had sex with a human before?" he shook his head no, and looked down almost in shame.

"I'm not saying I haven't thought about it because I have-with you of course. I just don't want to hurt you, and trust me it would probably hurt even more then if you where with any other human." I sighed.

"I don't care." I stated.

"Baby you ha-wait what? You don't care? Izzy I could kill you for all I know! I never been with a human I don't know how to control myself in that kind of position." He stood up, and started to pace. I rolled my eyes.

I stood up to make him stop pacing, and to look at me.

"You won't hurt me," I cupped he's face in my hands, he kissed my palms. "And look on the bright side you won't be alone. Of course if you want to do it by you self then hey whatever floats your boats." I laughed at the face he made, and tried to run away, but he caught me.

"Your not getting away that easily!" he grabbed me by the waist, and soon are lips were attached.

We were walking backwards until I felt my legs hit the bed, and than my back hit the silk sheets. Mike was on top of me, but making sure he didn't put his whole body weight on me. The kiss got even more heated as our tongues got involved. I was panting while he attached himself to my neck. He started nibbled a little, and a moan escaped my lips. My hands where all over he's bare chest, and back. Our lips connected again, but I had to stop.

"What's wrong?" Mike breathing was uneven.

"Not now." Was all I could say.

He nodded understanding, and got off me to lay on my right side. He wraps his arms around me, and I lay my head on his chest. It's moments like this that make me feel loved, and wanted by someone who understands me, and loves me for me. I sighed in contentment.

"Baby?"

"Yeah babe?" I replied.

"Do you really want me to be your first?" I looked up at him to see him look down at me. I smiled.

"Of course I do. I don't want it to be with anyone else." I stated truthfully. He nodded, and I put my head back down.

"I think that maybe..we should make you an appointment at the doctor." I looked up at him confused.

"For what?" he shrugged.

"I just thought that if, or when we do decide to do anything we should be prepared."

"You mean like bi-birth control?" I asked a little shaky. He nodded again. I gulped.

"Okay." I whispered

This is what I wanted. To talk to him about taking our relationship to a different level. I'll admit I'm a little scared at the thought of birth control I guess because that make this all the more real. I'll use the pill, but than again that doesn't mean Mike, and I will end up doing anything anytime soon its just to make sure that nothing goes wrong.

I yawed.

"Go to sleep, its been a long day." I nodded, and cuddled closer to him.

"I love you baby." He told me running his hands down my back. I yawed again.

"I love you too, Michael."

And it was true.

I do love him.

Always and forever.