You Can Only Imagine

I woke up feeling much better than when I had awoken previously during the night, panicked and hysterical. I looked at Tori and smiled softly, leaning down, gently brushing my lips against his, then pulling back as he stirred and slowly opened his eyes looking at me sleepily. I grinned and gently poked his nose making him groan in protest and pull the covers over his head.
“Wakey Wakey! It’s time to rise and shine! :D You wanted to see the apartment today so let’s get ready and get going! xD”, I shouted excitedly earning a loud, unhappy, displeased groan from Tori.
I frowned at first, but that frown quickly turned into an evil grin as I ripped away the covers and picked him up bridal style, proceeding to carry him down to the bathroom. Tori snuggled up to me, making me look down at him and smile softly as I set him down next to the shower. I turned on the shower then undressed myself and then Tori. I picked Tori back up and stepped into the shower setting him down on his feet, keeping my arms wrapped around him to hold support him and stop him from falling over and getting hurt. I slowly stepped back into the stream of warm water, pulling him with me. Tori groaned and whined, clinging to me as the water sprinkled on him. I couldn’t help but grin. He was just too cute! xD I leaned down, placing a soft kiss on the top of his head.
“I love you Boo.”, I whispered soothingly in his ear.
I then pulled away, resting my hand under his chin, raising his face to my own, pressing my lips against his in a sweet, slow, loving kiss. I felt Tori kiss back and then pull away. I looked at him feeling a little confused, but then saw a grin creep across his face. I giggled quietly and reached for the shampoo, switching places with him, sticking him under the water. Tori sulked, giving me a puppy face as I started washing my hair, trying to smile innocently at him. xD I pulled him out from under the water and squeezed some shampoo on top of his head then started washing his hair for him. Tori tried to whine and not laugh as I played with his hair. He turned around to face me giving me his best attempt at looking sad, but I could see the smile trying to make its way to his face. I rinsed my hair sticking my tongue out at him only to have him grab my tongue.
“Gib eh Baph.”, I whined as he shook his head grinning evilly.
My eyes grew wide as he pulled me down to his level and licked my tongue. I felt myself turn scarlet instantly and smacked my hands over my face to hide my blush. I heard Tori laugh and peaked at him to see him smirking, satisfied with my reaction. I gave him the best puppy pout I could muster, but all I got was “Awwwwwwww Cute!”, making me blush even more. I turned my back to him grabbing the conditioner, only to get my ass grabbed and then spanked. I whipped around, squeaking, looking at Tori wide eyed, my face bright, bright red. Tori tried his best to smile innocently making me chuckle and pull his body against mine in one swift movement making him gasp. I smirked and grabbed his ass squeezing and pinching it, making him gasp and squeak loudly.
“Skyyyyyyy!!!!! That’s not fair!”, Tori exclaimed, blushing a deep shade of scarlet.
“Or was it?”, I asked quizzically winking at him, making him cover his face.
I kissed his forehead and stepped out from under the water so he could rinse his hair and I could condition mine. We quickly finished our shower and stepped out.
“Toriiiiiiiiiiii!”, I whined making him look over at me. He flushed a pale crimson and laughed because the towel I had barely covered me. xD
“Serves you right for waking me up so early. xD”, Tori said, laughing at me.
I pouted and took his towel and gave him mine. His covered me a hell of a lot better. XD Tori, still giggling at me, walked out of the bathroom racing to his room with me following right behind him. We both quickly got dressed and then headed back downstairs. I grabbed one of Tori’s hats and put it on.
“Tori. How do I look?”, I asked him grinning like an idiot as I tried my best to strike an innocent pose.
Tori cracked up, but managed to say “Very sexy. ;D” I ran to take my meds then stepped back in the bathroom, sitting on the counter, watching him straighten his hair.
I saw a faint blush rise to his cheeks, making me grin at him.
“Are you ready yetttttttttt? xD”, I asked him feeling really excited to show him to the apartment I had gotten for the two of us, as well as just being my usual, not very patient self. xD
Tori giggled and looked at me as he set down his flat-iron and unplugged it.
“I think so. xD”, he said trying to go over his mental list.
I asked him a list of questions, all of which he answered yes to, which meant he was ready and his routine was finished. I grabbed his hand and flew out of the bathroom with Tori. He laughed as I grabbed my keys and we both put our shoes on and headed out the door.
“I really, really hope you like it Boo.”, I said feeling a bit nervous now, afraid he wouldn’t like the place I got for us.
“I know I will!”, Tori cried out in sheer excitement as he bounced over to my car making me laugh.
He was so fucking cute! xD We both got in my car and headed off towards the apartment. Tori kept asking me questions about what it looked like and trying his best to get any information out of me that he could about the place making me grin and shake my head no. I wanted it to be a surprise, but sadly his puppy face can’t be ignored long so I caved in.
“It is really nice and seems like a pretty peaceful place. The walls are pale blue, the carpet is black. It has 3 bedrooms and 2 ½ bedrooms. There are two levels to the apartment and we’re also on the top floor. I’m not telling you anymore than that or it won’t be a surprise anymore. xD”, I said to Tori, sticking my tongue out, glancing at him from the corner of my eye.
He was grinning because he had won, but trying his best to pout to try and get me to tell him more. xD
“Tell me more pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee!”, Tori begged excitedly.
I chuckled and shook my head.
“Nope! I told you more than enough. xD You are super cute and I want to give in, but I can’t. xD”, I told him, grabbing his hand, lacing my fingers with his.
Tori gently squeezed my hand in anticipation as I soon after pulled into the parking lot of the apartment complexes. I parked the car and got out with Tori and locked up my car. Tori bounced over to me, grinning from ear to ear, grabbing my hand holding onto it tightly. I kissed his cheek; grinning back then headed towards the main building and went to the managers’ room. I knocked on her door and stood waiting as patiently as I could. She took a few minutes to answer, but when she then opened her door and glanced at me and smiled.
“Are you here to get your keys to start moving in?”, she asked kindly.
“Yes ma’am.”, I said quietly, smiling politely, feeling a tad bit nervous.
She then took notice of Tori who was trying to hide behind me.
“Oh! Is he your fiancé?”, she asked me a bit surprised, but still smiling warmly at the two of us.
“Yes ma’am. This is Tori. ”, I told her happily, as Tori blushed and waved slightly to her.
“I’m very happy for you. One moment please. I need to get your keys.”, she said as she disappeared back behind her door.
I leaned against the wall opposite her room, Tori following after me, remaining attached to my arm. I smiled warmly at Tori, wrapping my arms around his waist, pulling him close to me. Tori smiled back at me, wrapping his arms around my neck, snuggling up to me.
“I love you Sky.”, Tori whispered softly, standing on his tiptoes, kissing me tenderly.
I smiled into the kiss, pressing my lips more firmly against his, wrapping my arms around him tighter, pulling him as close to me as I possibly could.

“These are the moments that mean the most to me. I love Tori so much. These moments make my heart race and make me feel so warm and safe.”, I reflected upon mentally, slowly breaking our kiss.

“I love you too Boo. :] More than words can ever possibly say.”, I softly and whole-heartedly said to him, smiling contentedly, rubbing my nose against his in an Eskimo kiss.
I leaned down capturing his lips in a sweet, serene kiss, making him blush and giggle quietly. I grinned like an idiot at him as the manager stepped out of her room with out keys. The both of us flushed, embarrassed hoping she didn’t see anything.
“Well are you ready to go see your new home?”, she asked, eager to show us our new living space.
“Yes ma’am!”, we both chirped, thrilled to get moved in and to see it. We followed her as she headed out of the main building and went to the building that was behind it.
We entered the building and went up to the top floor where she stopped at a door that was two away from the right exit of the building. She put the key in and unlocked the door, pushing it open then waving at us to step in. Tori clung tightly to my hand and arm, grinning eagerly as we walked into what would soon become our home. I watched Tori’s eyes grow wide as he looked around checking out the place. I quickly diverted my attention to my other side as the manager walked next to me. She smiled peacefully and held out the keys to me.
“Here are the keys to your new home. It’s a pleasure to have you staying here. Welcome home.”, she said thrilled, yet kindly as I took the keys from her.
“Thank you. We’re happy to be here.”, I told her grinning.
She then walked out of the room, leaving us to explore the apartment. “What do you think Boo?”, I asked him curiously as I walked up behind him, wrapping my arms around his waist, resting my chin on his shoulder.
I watched him grin like a little kid who was just give twenty boxes, each with an amazing surprise in it, as he placed his hands on top of mine.
“It’s amazing! I love it! Thank you so much Sky! I can’t wait to move in!”, he shouted, bouncing around in my arms.
I couldn’t help but laugh at how cute he was. He was so wound up, energized, thrilled. It was so fucking cute to watch. xD I spun Tori around and kissed him roughly, but passionately. Tori kissed me back with just as much emotion making me grin into the kiss. I broke away from the kiss, earning a super cute puppy pout from Tori. I chuckled and leaned down kissing his nose, making him wiggling his nose and furrow his brow, scrunching his nose. I giggled at his cuteness once more, watching him, spotting the faintest shade of crimson making its way to the surface of his cheeks as he crossed his arms over his chest pouting even more. I grinned and chuckled at him.
"You’re so cute Boo! XD”, I somewhat screeched out, glomping him.
Tori laughed as I nuzzled his neck, shaking his head in an attempt to say he wasn’t cute, but that was a lie. He’s the cutest boy ever!
“Yes you are! ;p You do know there’s an upstairs that you haven’t seen yet too right? xD”, I told him giggling hysterically.
Tori’s eyes once again grew wide as he looked around frantically, finally spotting the stairs. He grabbed my hand and took off up the stairs, pulling me along behind him, causing me to break out into another giggle fit.

“Tori is just way too cute and adorable for his own good. Everything he does is cute. From tripping over nothing, being forgetful, when he’s sleeping, when he’s grinning, his laugh, his giggle, just everything about him is so cute! I cannot believe how lucky I am to have him in my life and by my side.”, I thought to myself, smiling warmly as I watched Tori peek into each room with the utmost enthusiasm.

“I thought that far end room on the right could be our room and the one across from it could be the kids’ room.”, I said to Tori in a slightly questioning manner to see if he was ok with that.
Tori turned to look back at me and grinned, dancing back over to me.
“I really like that idea!”, he squeaked happily, hugging me tightly. I wrapped my arms around him, holding him close to me.
“I’m so glad that you like it Boo. I can’t wait for it to be us as a family in here.”, I said grinning, leaning down and kissing him softly.

“I felt so happy, so warm and safe in Tori’s embrace. I’m so enthralled that he likes the apartment I got for us! :D Oh ya I forgot to mention that I am a father of three year old twins. Their name’s are May and Allen. They’re my little angels. They aren’t biologically mine, but they mean everything to me. Their biological father is in jail somewhere and their mom passed away shortly after giving birth to them from complications. It was her last wish that I take them in if she didn’t make it. She knew that the pregnancy would was going to be really hard on her and even more so once she found out she was having twins. She had a really weak heart so it made this very hard for her. The doctors told me it was amazing that she managed to carry them to full term and even more amazing that neither child had any complications health wise. I was happy that they were in good health, but devastated that I had just lost my closest friend. At first I wasn’t too keen on raising them, but now I can’t imagine my life without May and Allen. Tori absolutely adores the twins, which means so much to me. He’s excited to be a parent and to be a part of their life. I was honestly afraid at first that he wouldn’t want anything to do with them, but he does and it’s just such a relief. But what makes it even better is that the twins love him and already consider Tori to be their parent. I made sure to always show them pictures of him and talk about him to them as they were growing up so they would know who he is. The only problem is that I kind of gender confused them. I taught them to call him Mommy because I thought it was cute and now they refuse to call him anything else but that. xD They do understand that he is a guy, but he’s still Mommy to them. xD I can’t believe how everything in my life is falling into place. After what I went through growing up, I never thought that this could be possible. I have a family, I’m going to be getting married not too far from now, I have kids, it’s just so different from when I was younger and I absolutely love it! I love Tori to so much it hurts, I love my kids more to death, and I actually can honestly and truly say that I love my life. I can’t wait to start our life as a family here! I’m so excited! I just want to dance, but I don’t want to alone. XD”, I thought, reflecting upon my past, but in sheer bliss at the aspect of now having a family of my own. I looked at Tori, who was staring at me grinning still. xD I crashed my lips against his in a fiery, passionate kiss, holding his body tightly against my own, earning a quiet moan from him as he wrapped his arms around my neck making the kiss deeper. My life is finally going to be complete. :]