Just Another Valentine's Day? I Don't Think So

"My insides all turned to ash, so slow
And blew away as I collapsed, so cold
A black wind took them away from sight
And held the darkness over day that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path has lost direction somehow
A black wind took you away from sight
And held the darkness over day that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now you're gone
And I was wrong
I never knew what it was like
To be alone

On a Valentines Day"

I watched the snow as it fell. Soft white flakes, twirling and dancing in the sky before they came to a gentle rest on the ground. As I gazed out of my window, the light covering becoming heavier and heavier, soon turning into a blizzard, I forgot everything. But just for a moment.

Some will say, "it's easy to let go. You just have to try. It's gonna be hard,but you have to try. Do it for him."

Despite that, I was finding it very hard to just let go of him. Glancing down at the sweatband I was wearing, I sighed. Things can't be that simple. Life's a bitch. Because if she was a whore, she'd be easy.

Today was Valentines Day, the day of Love, happy couples. I despised it with every inch of my being.

I leant my head on my hand and continued to stare blankly outside. A single tear rolled down my cheek, filling my mouth with a salty taste. Broken memories of the past drifted into my head...

Kayla and Jesse appear to be on the same page, cut from the same cloth...They are so in love, and have been for almost 2 years; their anniversary is 14th February 2010.

It's them against the world-anyone outside their small circle of friends shouts abuse at them, hates them.

That is, until something goes terribly wrong...

Entry for Suicidal Intentions =]