An Open Book
On The Side,
I know we aren't really together. I know we just fuck on the side of our friendship. I know that the cuddling and sweet kisses are just perks.
But lately, I've been spending a lot of time at your house. Lately, I've been lying to my parents about everything. They think I've been going to my best friend's house who I don't even talk to anymore.
I haven't been. Everyday I'm waiting for the day my lies catch up to me and there are quite a lot of those. My paranoia has caught up to me, but you are the only one who can make it better.
I know we aren't dating and that this is nothing serious.
But lately, I've been thinking about "what if?"
And that makes me smile.
But lately, I've been spending a lot of time at your house. Lately, I've been lying to my parents about everything. They think I've been going to my best friend's house who I don't even talk to anymore.
I haven't been. Everyday I'm waiting for the day my lies catch up to me and there are quite a lot of those. My paranoia has caught up to me, but you are the only one who can make it better.
I know we aren't dating and that this is nothing serious.
But lately, I've been thinking about "what if?"
And that makes me smile.