Who's Afraid of the Big, Bad Wolf?

I guess I should tell you about myself before this story starts.
My name is Taylor Jaylan Martin, yeah I know it's a long name.
So just call me Taylor, or T.J. for short.
I'm 18, but I act like I'm 32, so you can say I'm pretty mature for my age.
I live in La Push, a little Indian Rev. with my guardian Carol Steward.
She is the closet thing to family I have, actually is the only family I have.
My parents died in a vampire massacre.
Yes, I said Vampires. filthy bloodsuckers.
Don't believe their real?
Sorry to burst your bubble, but they are.
Their the reason I am what I am, a monster
How am I a monster you may ask.
Well let's just say I run on four paws and get fleas now and then.
No I'm not a dog, I'm a werewolf.
and a pretty damn good one too.
I have to be since I run around with guys all day.
Sure there's Leah, but she hates everyone.
Her problem not mine.
My gang is the Qileute Tribe.
We are made up of Quil, Embry, Sam, Paul, Leah, Seth, and Jared.
There is one more, Jacob Black, but I don't count him as one of us.
Why?
Well he has been missing for two months
Bella Swan, the human who he loved, chose a leech over him.
And that led to his running off with a broken heart.
Weak, no good mutt
And that is why now I sit here in his place as second in command of the tribe.
He is also the reason why I am a wolf
If he wouldn't of left, then I would still be human, I would still have a normal life
I'd still be the girl who's always with the werewolves
Jake was my best friend
I was in love with him
Now he is considered my enemy
He is a threat to my family, my pack
If I ever see him again, he is as good as dead
He ruined my life, my tribes life.
I'll ruin his, Fair trade.