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I gasped despite my knowing. I knew there was abuse towards Mikey involved, I guessed that much, however- when the words passed Gerard's lips in the dark, I couldn't help but be taken aback.
Mikey wasn't a young boy, he was an adult but I could only guess what was going through his mind at the time Gerard packed up and abandoned him, waited for his return but only to be abused by a person he was supposed to look up to and admire. It seemed like a really shitty childhood to me. I wanted to make it up to him, even if I didn't know him that well. Also to Gerard. I didn't know what to do really, I thought about what I could do and how it would affect the three of us. So much shit has gone down in our lives... I myself only just now recovered from trauma and now needing to support my boyfriend and his brother. It was too much to bear for anyone. Not that I'm complaining, but can't you see? As much as I didn't want to give up hope, I was tired and restless. I would never leave Gerard hanging high and dry so I devised a plan. I vacation. Where? When?
Soon... here.

"Oh Gee..." was what finally came out. I snuggled closer to him hoping he could see that I was with him through every step. I think my mother would be proud of me for sticking to my guns. My guns being Gerard I guess.
I sat up in the darkness. "Gee, how about you take time off work? A vacation, the three of us?"

Silence.

"Where?" he mumbled. He didn't seem enthusiastic.

"Just here. The three of us. The beach maybe? Or we could go camping? Have you ever gone fishing be-"

"Frank listen, I know you want to help and such but drop it. I don't want to talk about it anymore. Good night." that was it. He rolled away from me and was silent. Soon enough his breathing stabilized and gentle snores filled the room. He was asleep and I was left lying back on the bed close to tears. I know he cared around me and I know he knew I loved him and I know for sure that he loved me back but I still couldn't help but feel lonely.

I decided, I was going to make them both smile because I loved them both very much. I was going to take them somewhere, away from the busy city to somewhere nice. Unfortunately I was broke so I would have to think of a cheap solution. I couldn't ask Gerard for cash because he would be suspicious and I couldn't ask Mikey because I think he was poorer then I was.
I smiled a little then, I felt like a secret agent the more I thought about it. I fell asleep that night with tears in my eyes but I smile on my face.