I Thought You Could Never Love a Monster. I Was Wrong.

I could here my heart monitor beeping. Of course I knew I was alive. But then I realized that I was the only one alive. I opened my eyes to a small white room, the window was covered just slightly; so I could see how horrible the weather got outside. A blizzard, I believed. I looked around, and then down at myself. I looked fine, from what I could tell. That is until I looked at my left arm, which was in a cast. And over to my right arm, which had tubes coming and going, putting fluids into my body, slowly but affectively.

Before I knew it, I was hyperventilating. I wanted these tubes out of me. I wanted to leave. I started screaming, and my heart monitor started going wild. The doctors came in -preferably ran in- and tried to calm me down. Which did not work.

"Where are they?!" I yelled, I was scared as hell. "Where the hell are they?! Mom! Dad! Zack! Jamie! Where are you! Help me! Please!" I shrieked, freaking out as the nurses tried to push me back down, but it was no fight for me. I kicked and hit them, trying to get free.

"Remy! I'm Dr. Garrison. You need to calm down, so I can tell you what happened. Remy, please calm down!" He said sternly, so I laid back down, trying my best to be calm.

"What the fuck happened?! Tell me now!" I ordered, my voice cracked an octave higher than normal.

"I'm sorry, but the car accident that you were in, it killed your mother and father. Your little brother, Jamie, was unconscious, and we tried our best to stabilize him, but we lost him. And Zack, he was gone right from the turning of your car. I am so, very sorry for your losses." He acted sincere, but I had it. I could not stand what happened.

"No! No no no! You're lying to me! MOM! DADDY! You're alive! I know you are! They are lying! Help me! Please come here! I need you! You aren't dead! No!" I shrieked even louder, hitting my arms against the bed, and trying to get out. But the nurses held me down, so fermly, I couldn't even try to move an inch.

Then next thing I knew was the blackness fading over my eyes, and the pretty colors that followed. I felt like I was floating, and it was an incredible high. Until I went full-out unconscious. . .

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~*~ Edward's Point of View:

I heard her screaming. And I did not know what to do. Carlisle and I ran upstairs, to see what was wrong. But once we had gotten there, it was just her screaming in her sleep. We had done nothing but take her in and make sure she was alright. I couldn't hear anything from her thoughts, which frustrated me to the core.

"Mom! Daddy! You're alive! I know you are! Help me!" she screamed, and I stil did not know what to do.

"Edward," Carlisle said in a calm manner, "We need to wake her. I can hear her heart beat rather too quickly. She seems to be having a nightmare."

"Alright." Was all I said.

Remy Jones. Such a beautiful seventeen year old girl. Her eyes, the prettiest color of blue. And her skin, so very soft, while her scent caught on to me in an instant. The smell of fruits, the sweet smell of innocence.

One look at her and I was at outrageous awe. She was something to look at. I heard every other boy's thoughts on her. Very disgusting, in fact. I would have loved to rip their throats out for such foul thoughts being known.

But I knew I must not think of that at this terrible moment.

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~*~ Remy's Point of View:

I heard myself screaming. Loudly. And I knew I was awake. But I couldn't find enough in me to open my eyes.

I heard a beautiful voice fading out, only able to hear, "Edward, we need to wake her up. I can hear her heart beat rather too quickly. . ." The voice trailed off. Or I did.

Edward growled, "When will she wake up?" His voice was sharp and not friendly.

I heard my heart monitor and I calmed myself, then. But as I was doing this, I heard a pippy voice say, "Just a few more seconds, Edward. Be patient!" Her voice was melodic. It was beautiful.

Once I opened my eyes, I looked at the white ceiling, then around to see a normal bedroom, with blankets covering me tremendously.

"Carlisle, she's awake." He said to the beautiful blonde man standing before me.

"She will need to rest, Edward. I will be back to check on her shortly." Carlisle and Alice left the room together. Leaving me and Edward alone.

"Hello, Remy. How are you feeling?" he asked, very casually.

"I-I am fine. What am I doing here?" I asked. Where was I?

"You're in my home, Remy. I found you in the woods, and you looked horrible, um, no offense. But I couldn't just leave you there to-"

I interrupted him with "Why did you do it? You should have left me there. I would have found my way back home eventually." I gave a slight be of an attitude, but he didn't seem to notice. Or he was ignoring it, as he went on.

"I couldn't just leave you out there. I am not the kind of ... person to leave someone as beautiful and vunerable as you out there." he slightly hesitated but finished his statement.

"Oh, well, I appreciate what you did for me, but I need to get home. Now."

I needed some answers, actually. I was going to find out why I meant something to him, in the first place.

"No, you must rest. My mother, Esme, wants you fully well, she is, inevitably dying to meet you. So please, get some rest, me dear Remy. I will give you your answers after you've rested. You're still extremely exhausted." he whispered into my ear, and I felt an electric shock travel through me.

His cold breath making it so much harder to try to sleep. He then kissed my forehead and left me in the room, all by myself. But I found my way into sleepiness. And I floated out into the blackness, once again.

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I woke up to booming laughter, and I looked around for the room that I was in to be completely dark. It was the evening, I could have guessed. I could only see light from downstairs. I got up, and walked over, steadily, to keep myself in check, and turned on the light. I looked at myself, and I was wear a beautiful light green, short flowy dress with a silky light green wrapp around my abdoment. It was too casual, and I like it.

I walked slowly down the stairs, taking my time, hoping not to fall. I was always known to be a klutz. When I got to the last step, I found a beautiful family looking at me. Alice smiled at me, as did her boyfriend, Jasper. Emmett beamed a grin my way as Rosalie, the uttermost beautiful being in the world, sneered slightly at my outfit. Carlisle and who I understood to be Esme, came my way, and Esme grabbed me in a hug. Her hug was very kind and gentle, which felt nice.

"Oh! I'm so happy that you're awake. We've been waiting for so long!" Esme beamed, she was very excited to see me conscious, although she had no idea who I was.

"How? How long have I been out?" I asked, dumbfoundedly.

Rosalie sneered at my attempt to try to understand everything, and Edward said, "Since this morning. That's when you had first woken up, but then you drifted off again. And Rose, keep your expressions to yourself. They are gastley!" Emmett boomed in laughter at Edward's remark. So it was him that woke me up with that crazy laugh? Nice.

My stomach growled, loudly, I must say and Esme came back to my side and asked, "Are you hungry? I could make you something to eat." She was so sweet, I couldn't say no. Especially on an empty growling stomach.

"Actually, yes, I am. Thank you, Esme." I smiled to her and she ran off to the kitchen.

Rosalie commented with, "So when are you taking the lost tramp back to her shitty 'home'?" I was very hurt by that but Edward turned to her and growled, fiercely. Rose just smirked and turned her attention back to the TV.

"I'm so sorry, Remy. She has no manners at all. She makes us all sick." Edward said. His laughter rang in my ears. It was wonderful, to me. I heard Rosalie hiss at Edward.

"Um? What's with the hissing and growling? Might I ask?" I hesitantly waited for a response when Emmett of course, boomed laughter again. I could really get to be fond of him.

They all seemed to ignore my question without answering and Carlisle said, "So, Remy, after we feed you, I will take you home. You live on Poplar Street, am I correct?" He questioned, but he seemed to be very correct.

"No," Edward said, tensely, " I will take her home after she has eaten." He seemed to be protective. I had no idea why.

Edward turned to me, as Esme came out with Macaroni and Cheese, and a lot of chips. I went to sit down and I started eating. I ate casually so they didn't think of me as a pig. But Rosalie's reaction seemed to be disgusted.

Esme sat next to me, and her eyes looked pained. What did I do? "Remy," she said. "Might I ask if you would stay here tonight? Maybe two nights? I just can't bear my heart with knowing that you are on your own in a house so vacant. Will you please stay? For me?" She seemed so sincere about it and I could not let her heart be broken from my selfishness.

I swallowed the last bite of my food and said, "Well, It is really up to your family. I don't want to disturb any of you at all, or be so much as an intruder." I half-smiled. Alice giggled a shiney kind of giggle, and Emmett made his laugh known, quite well. Edward snorted at what I had said. Why was so funny?

"You would never be such as anything but a guest to us. We would love for you to stay the night." Esme's words were so carefully put out. I couldn't say no. Not to her.

"Well, then I will stay, for you. It couldn't hurt." I smiled, and Esme grabbed me in another hug. Still that gently kind hug that I adored.

Esme let go of me and excitedly said, "Alice has plenty of clothes for you to wear. And I'm sure she will let you use her room to sleep. And they can take you to school tomorrow and-"

I interrupted her and questioned, "Wait. There is school tomorrow? I was out that long?" God this was all so hard to get into my little brain. It was pretty overwhelming.

"Well, yes, Remy. Today is Sunday, so tomorrow they will take you to and from school." Esme smiled as Alice danced of to my other side and beamed an adorable smile that you couldn't refuse.

"Come on, Remy! I'll take you to my room to change and get you ready for bed!" She was so jumpy and excited for my stay. She was amazing in her own little way.

Esme kissed my forehead and said, "Goodnight" before Alice yanked me out of the chair and dragged me upstairs.

"So, here. You can wear this!" She tossed some cute pajama's at me. Light blue silk shorts with a white tank top. That's my usual night attire anyways. I changed when she was not looking and then jumped into her bed.

Alice flitted over and tucked me in. She was like a mother, which was cute, to me. I whispered "Thank you, Alice." and she smiled and added, "What are friends for?"

She kissed my forehead as well, and said, "Goodnight, Remy. Sleep well!" And then she danced off out of the room, and left me here to sleep. I was her friend? That was such a bonus considering how thoughtful she was. Who wouldn't want to be her friend?

I turned to my left side and drifted off to sleep. I was floating minutes after, and blackness came back to me and took me in another time.

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~*~ Edward's Point of View:

I knew Remy was fast asleep. I was listening to her heart go to a steady pace. Her breathing was at a normal pace as well. I snuck into Alice's room, where Remy was fast asleep. Her face was so kind and thoughtful as she slept. She looked to very innocent and I couldn't stand any longer. I slid myself on the bed, and carefully pulled Remy towards me. I know I was selfish, but I need her next to me.

She never stirred while I made her close to me. She flinshed and mumbled in her sleep. I found that to be quite interesting. And very cute. She then, absentmindedly wrappy her right arm around my waiste and nestled her head onto my chest. She mumbled, "Be mine," but I knew for a fact that she was asleep. She was dreaming of me, and i could tell.

I leaned my head down to hers, and kissed her forehead. I kept my lips on her soft sweet scented skin for not too long, until I moved my lips towards her ear and whispered, "You are far too lovely for anyone else. I would love to think of you as mine, as I believe I already do. Please say you'll be with me forever. My Lovely, Remy. . ."

I kissed her cheek and let her sleep. I found my way into my own dreamland, thinking of her face, and her smell. Her smile that made me so very weak, that I thought I could not walk. I knew must have her. I knew that I believed that I loved her, from that moment on.