Kiss Me at Midnight

Honesty, loyalty, care, love some of the quality’s a friend should have. thank god my friends have those quality’s . it all started in first grade where everyone was best friends and where girls and boys played without feeling uncomfortable and with no worries but I wasn’t like that no one talked to me I. I felt bad. I was nervous and awkward. Drinking my grape juice while walking down the hallway watching everyone laugh and play but I will never forget the moment that I tripped and spilled my grape juice on a boy that now in the present I call my best friend, flashbacks like that came to me while watching an old scrapbook that I made with pictures of him, my girl best friend, my sister my family and me .My mind wandered around one more time again to when I first met him.
“ im sorry” I said looking at his once white shirt turned purple. The only thoughts in my mind were that he’s going to punch me or push me . so I look down all of the sudden he burst out laughing pointing at his shirt
“ha ha purple” he said still laughing . his laughter made me laugh like he still does .
I shook my head trying to comeback to reality. the phone rang its was Jay my girl best friend
“hellow” I said still caught up in my laughter
“hey whats up?” she asked
“not much just watching the old middle school scrapbook” I said while passing the page of the scrapbook and finding a picture of us in the park feeding ducks.
“ cool I was just wondering if you wanted to grab a bite later?”
“yeah sure but can I bring zac?” Zac is my boyfriend of a year I like him a lot and I still do but its not the same anymore .
“of course im taking mine”
“hey” I bet that was nick Jay;s boyfriend in the background
“hey” I shout ed
“ you are not in speaker you are in my ear so nick didn’t hear you and now I cant hear please don’t scream” Jay said angry
“im sorry”
“its ok” she said happily “ ok so 7:00pm at Tim’s Pizzas”
“ok”
We hunged up
It was 4:00pm I called zac to tell him about the plan I closed the scrapbook and took a shower . straightened my hair , putted on clothes and just a little bit of mascara and lipgloss when I look at the clock it was 4:30 and I was already ready to go . I turned on the tv and i fell asleep .
DREAM ----> The wind blew all my hair into my face making me annoyed . I had the best view everThe beach the nice warm sun in my face and someone beside me holding my hand “are you ok? You wanna go?” he said that voice sounded familiar . ”no its ok”I said looking overTo see that with the guy I was at the beach is Landon . I was confised what am I doing in the beach with my best friend ? my hair was again in my face . he put that lock of hair behind My ear and kissed my cheek. All of the sudden we where at a very high bridge he got down on his knees and gave me a flower . I was still in my confused face all of a sudden the bridge splits in half and I fell over the bridge he grabbed my hand I could hear his voice like an echo telling me don’t let go I love you but I was still confused no other emotion in my body the flower fell . he was strugguling with saving me and saving himself I could see his face turned red because he was trying so hard and as a tear fell of his face I was still confused on the fact of why him . I let go and fell .<----DREAM
I wake up sweating , scared , desperate and still confused . it was 6:30pm