Dear Diary, Love Chelsea
3-24-10
Dear Diary,
Today was an.....okay day I guess. Alex and Tiauna didn't talk to me. Well Tiauna did. Before we got into a fight we we're working on a project together and she wanted us to go first tomorrow and to have the flash drive to practice it tonight. That's it. Yup they are really pissed at me. And I know I've changed. All girls do some point in their life.
Well Alex doesn't know if she wants to be my friend anymore and I don't know if we should. I mean I will miss the way it used to be. Like when she would come over and we would talk about Twilight or do make overs. The thing I don't get is why she is mad at me. I forgive my BEST guy friend and the boy I like. Yes he is my best friend and I like him.
They were okay with me forgiving him yesterday from third to sixth period. But in seventh period they all of a sudden aren't okay with it and say they cant trust me. Like I was telling Veronica today during one of my monthly rants is that if I was mad at them and forgave them Matthew wouldn't be like this and would still trust me.
The thing I'm afraid to do is say I don't want to be Alex's friend. She knows so many of my secrets and I don't know if she would tell any one them. I mean I do believe she has a heart and wouldn't but she can be mean and say things she don't mean to. So I'm afraid if I piss her off enough she would tell the whole school one of my secrets I trusted her with. Alex if your reading this please tell me if you would tell any one my secrets. I would never tell a soul yours and I still wont after we're not friends or if we're not going to be.
I'm sorry if I pissed you off. I'm sorry if I pissed Tiauna off.
My favorite saying of the moment is: "Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding friendship and happiness, appreciating memories and learning from the past."
That's it for today.
Love,
Chelsea
Today was an.....okay day I guess. Alex and Tiauna didn't talk to me. Well Tiauna did. Before we got into a fight we we're working on a project together and she wanted us to go first tomorrow and to have the flash drive to practice it tonight. That's it. Yup they are really pissed at me. And I know I've changed. All girls do some point in their life.
Well Alex doesn't know if she wants to be my friend anymore and I don't know if we should. I mean I will miss the way it used to be. Like when she would come over and we would talk about Twilight or do make overs. The thing I don't get is why she is mad at me. I forgive my BEST guy friend and the boy I like. Yes he is my best friend and I like him.
They were okay with me forgiving him yesterday from third to sixth period. But in seventh period they all of a sudden aren't okay with it and say they cant trust me. Like I was telling Veronica today during one of my monthly rants is that if I was mad at them and forgave them Matthew wouldn't be like this and would still trust me.
The thing I'm afraid to do is say I don't want to be Alex's friend. She knows so many of my secrets and I don't know if she would tell any one them. I mean I do believe she has a heart and wouldn't but she can be mean and say things she don't mean to. So I'm afraid if I piss her off enough she would tell the whole school one of my secrets I trusted her with. Alex if your reading this please tell me if you would tell any one my secrets. I would never tell a soul yours and I still wont after we're not friends or if we're not going to be.
I'm sorry if I pissed you off. I'm sorry if I pissed Tiauna off.
My favorite saying of the moment is: "Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding friendship and happiness, appreciating memories and learning from the past."
That's it for today.
Love,
Chelsea
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