Dear Diary, Love Chelsea
6-12-10
Dear Poseidon.
I dont think I can take it any more. I mean....i found out alot of people care about me but the few people that really matter in my heart dont really care or dont act like they do.
Like I wanted to go to the mall tomorrow with my best guy friend Matthew. But my grand pa says no. I ask why and he said im to young to go to the mall with my boyfriend. I said hes not my boy friend hes my best friend and my gpa called me a liar and that girls and boys cant just be friends. Thats messed up. Even for him.
And I found this new song. Its really what I need right now. If only someone would send it to me to let me know that they really do care... Here are the lyrics..
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
When I heard that song I thought of a few people that I would like to send that to me.
*sighs* I think I love Matt. Listen to me before you judge me and say "Your 13 you cant be in love"
I talk to him every day.
I dream about him
Every time I hear a love some hes first in my head.
He's my first text message of a morning.
He's my last text message at night
He's in every part of my mind.
I miss him and school hasn't even been out a week.
During school I would miss him over the weekend.
He was my first boyfriend.
He's my best friend
He knows all my secrets. And I do mean ALL
I would do anything for him
If he were to die this second my life would be nothing
We can talk about the most serious things and it not get awkward
Do you see what I mean?
He's just always there for me and.....i dont know I just love him!
Well...I guess I'll go text Matthew..=)
I Love Him,
Chelsea
I dont think I can take it any more. I mean....i found out alot of people care about me but the few people that really matter in my heart dont really care or dont act like they do.
Like I wanted to go to the mall tomorrow with my best guy friend Matthew. But my grand pa says no. I ask why and he said im to young to go to the mall with my boyfriend. I said hes not my boy friend hes my best friend and my gpa called me a liar and that girls and boys cant just be friends. Thats messed up. Even for him.
And I found this new song. Its really what I need right now. If only someone would send it to me to let me know that they really do care... Here are the lyrics..
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
When I heard that song I thought of a few people that I would like to send that to me.
*sighs* I think I love Matt. Listen to me before you judge me and say "Your 13 you cant be in love"
I talk to him every day.
I dream about him
Every time I hear a love some hes first in my head.
He's my first text message of a morning.
He's my last text message at night
He's in every part of my mind.
I miss him and school hasn't even been out a week.
During school I would miss him over the weekend.
He was my first boyfriend.
He's my best friend
He knows all my secrets. And I do mean ALL
I would do anything for him
If he were to die this second my life would be nothing
We can talk about the most serious things and it not get awkward
Do you see what I mean?
He's just always there for me and.....i dont know I just love him!
Well...I guess I'll go text Matthew..=)
I Love Him,
Chelsea