Dear Diary, Love Chelsea
1-27-11
Dear Poseidon,
Been a while hasnt it? Well let's skip the apoligies and explanations. I just wanna spill my guts out at the moment.
Well, I failed my math class last semester. I attempted suicide the last day of Christmas break. Yup. I finally cracked. I tried overdoseing...Didn't work...
Why you may ask? Because I feel so alone...So....so...Empty....The only people I feel like that understand what Im going through are people I've never met and probably will never meet. Yeah I have friends. Yeah I have family. Yeah Im complaining, your my diary you're supposed to listen. Well, My family says its just a phase and I'll get over it, and my friends? They dont understand. Yes I've explained to them why and some are like "Fuck Them" or "I have the same problem". No you dont!
You do not know what Im going through. Your not me. You may have the same issue but your handleing it differently then me. I....I hate my life here. I live with my grandma and grandpa who one refuses to drive and the other works 24/7. I'll write again tomorrow the gpa is making me get off... I hate him so much at times...</3
-VioletRoses
Been a while hasnt it? Well let's skip the apoligies and explanations. I just wanna spill my guts out at the moment.
Well, I failed my math class last semester. I attempted suicide the last day of Christmas break. Yup. I finally cracked. I tried overdoseing...Didn't work...
Why you may ask? Because I feel so alone...So....so...Empty....The only people I feel like that understand what Im going through are people I've never met and probably will never meet. Yeah I have friends. Yeah I have family. Yeah Im complaining, your my diary you're supposed to listen. Well, My family says its just a phase and I'll get over it, and my friends? They dont understand. Yes I've explained to them why and some are like "Fuck Them" or "I have the same problem". No you dont!
You do not know what Im going through. Your not me. You may have the same issue but your handleing it differently then me. I....I hate my life here. I live with my grandma and grandpa who one refuses to drive and the other works 24/7. I'll write again tomorrow the gpa is making me get off... I hate him so much at times...</3
-VioletRoses