Dear Diary, Love Chelsea
3-28-11
Dear Poseidon,
Its mee!! I dont have much to say today.
I got a new dress for formak and ITV awards. Its long and light green its really cute.
Right now im texting johnny . Hes upset because he misses me. Im trying to make him happy. I love Johnny to death. Hehe he is so amazing! its not fair they took him from the youth. No, Jade took him. Shes the reason why. She was 16 and he is 20. I told him to remember the last time he saw me and he said itd make him sadder then i said to remember the lock out and he said "That was awesome! :)" He is so silly *rolls my eyes* Haha So crazy but I still love him. He was so goofy that night. I miss him so much. He goes to see Ayla and he gets to see Kenny. I mean come on! Unfair right??
I want a boyfriend. Like, Im lonely and feel so unwanted. I mean I know people love me but I wnt someone to love me as mor then a friend or family. I want to feel someone wrap their arms around me and maybe even kiss me. Ive never been kissd, Poseidon. Is it nice? *sighs* Look at me, asking a book if they ever kissed someone...You dont have lips so of course not.. I just told Johnny I havent had my first kiss. Wonder what he'll- He said "Really? Who do you want to be your first kiss?"
I said Idk cause honestly I dunno. I mean I would kiss him. Or Damon. Or Nick? I dunno bout nick...He's sweet but I dunno if I like him anymore. Like like like. If he asked me out I'd probably say no...I wouldnt want to hurt him but "Whats best for me" Yah yeah yeah yadda yadda yadda. So tired, off to bed. Love ya, night.
-Chelsea-
Its mee!! I dont have much to say today.
I got a new dress for formak and ITV awards. Its long and light green its really cute.
Right now im texting johnny . Hes upset because he misses me. Im trying to make him happy. I love Johnny to death. Hehe he is so amazing! its not fair they took him from the youth. No, Jade took him. Shes the reason why. She was 16 and he is 20. I told him to remember the last time he saw me and he said itd make him sadder then i said to remember the lock out and he said "That was awesome! :)" He is so silly *rolls my eyes* Haha So crazy but I still love him. He was so goofy that night. I miss him so much. He goes to see Ayla and he gets to see Kenny. I mean come on! Unfair right??
I want a boyfriend. Like, Im lonely and feel so unwanted. I mean I know people love me but I wnt someone to love me as mor then a friend or family. I want to feel someone wrap their arms around me and maybe even kiss me. Ive never been kissd, Poseidon. Is it nice? *sighs* Look at me, asking a book if they ever kissed someone...You dont have lips so of course not.. I just told Johnny I havent had my first kiss. Wonder what he'll- He said "Really? Who do you want to be your first kiss?"
I said Idk cause honestly I dunno. I mean I would kiss him. Or Damon. Or Nick? I dunno bout nick...He's sweet but I dunno if I like him anymore. Like like like. If he asked me out I'd probably say no...I wouldnt want to hurt him but "Whats best for me" Yah yeah yeah yadda yadda yadda. So tired, off to bed. Love ya, night.
-Chelsea-