Dear Diary, Love Chelsea
4-12-12
Dear Heavenly Father God,
Please forgive me for my sins and my wrongs. I know people have it worse than I do and I may sound selfish or pathetic when I complain about this life, but please let them two pills be enough to cause, at least, a little damage to the point I don't have to face Emily tomorrow or for a while. God I pray for relief from this drama. I dont know if I cause it or not, but I pray what ever your will is, it works.
God, please just help me.. Help me either leave this world now or help me cope and help me deal with it. I dont have enough scar tissue for this to keep me strong. And I think I've fallen one too many times.
In Your Glorious Name I Pray,
Amen
Please forgive me for my sins and my wrongs. I know people have it worse than I do and I may sound selfish or pathetic when I complain about this life, but please let them two pills be enough to cause, at least, a little damage to the point I don't have to face Emily tomorrow or for a while. God I pray for relief from this drama. I dont know if I cause it or not, but I pray what ever your will is, it works.
God, please just help me.. Help me either leave this world now or help me cope and help me deal with it. I dont have enough scar tissue for this to keep me strong. And I think I've fallen one too many times.
In Your Glorious Name I Pray,
Amen