Dear Diary, Love Chelsea

4-15-12

Dear Heavenly Father,
Please forgive me. I'm sorry I cut last night. I just wanted to see why it was so popular and now I understand. It makes you feel in control and it distracts you from the emotional pain with physical pain. Now I'm a hypocrite from when Emily did it. I dont like it but me and her are fighting again. I'm tired of her drama and such.
God, I pray that Taby comes to church Wednesday and her and Katlyn behave. I pray you give me the right words to say to her so I can lead her to you. Mr. Jerry was talking about how there is one person only I can save. Is it Taby? God, let me know.
Father, I pray for my earthly father and that he knows I love him and wish he was a bigger part of my life. I pray you guide him in the direction you want him to go, even if that means leading him away from me.. Just give me a hint of some sort?
God I pray for school tomorrow and that I do good on the FCAT. I pray for the knowledge to answer the questions and pass with flying colors. I pray I can stay awake and not panic.
I ask all this in Your Glorious Name, Jesus.
Amen