Dear Diary, Love Chelsea

5-8-12

Dear Journal,
I realize the past few entries were not to my 'Journal' but to God, but so what?
Well, there is 21 days left of school. Which means 21 more days till I can stay up late, sleep in, get funny tan lines, stay out after dark, and hang out at the park. I'm so ready for summer 2012 to begin!
I'm probably going to be indoors most of this summer though. After going to a youth camp at the end of June I'm going to try and volunteer at a local hospital as much as I can. I'm going to still have time for friends and everything else though. I want to feel needed, you know?
Well, I left school early today because the Elementary school I volunteer at was throwing a Volunteer Luncheon in appreciation. I got a really cool pen and a certificate! And got to miss the last 2 hours of school. And I got 4.5 hours for it!
As previously stated, I started cutting... I know I know, I shouldnt. But my youth pastor found out and he's going to tell my grandparents tomorrow night after church. So bleh. Kinda stressing about that. Along with EOC exams tomorrow for Math. I'm bad at math. So NOT excited.. Well, wish me luck?
Love, Chelsea