Flash

When you leave the house you don't think about dying, or having a near death experience.
You don't anticipate the car accidents or plane crashes or shoot outs.
When you leave the house you expect to come home "x" amount of hours later to call your friends with a funny story, or to play video games or to
make a sandwich and zone out in front of the television.
You don't think about hearing the scared, screaming voices of two of your closest friends.
You don't wonder if your school will have a memorial service or if your parents will ever really be okay without you, their only son.

You don't walk out the front door thinking your going to die twelve hours later.