Forever They Will Be Secrets To Me

I can't stand it anymore. I hate the fact that I have to leave you to make you stay here. I hate whats going on in your life and I hate what will become of mine. I wish you could just see my tears at night when you're out doing whatever it is you do to help us get by. I wish you could see the pain on my face when I look you in the eye when you're at home with me. I wish mostly for our life to continue as it once was, but my biggest wish is to stay with you. I know it can never happen, but I wish it would.