Forever They Will Be Secrets To Me

I'm in love with my best friend. She's bi, but has a girlfriend already. I've talked to her for so long and I think... I think I love her. It's pathetic. She helped me throughout the depression and the confusion over my own bisexuality, and... she amazes me.

I cry for her. I want her so much to be mine, but I know how she feels about her girlfriend.

I can't do that to her.

I'm just going to continue feeling sorry for myself and stay as lonely as ever.