Forever They Will Be Secrets To Me

I've seen couples all around campus. Holding hands, chatting on the tables, sitting side-by-side on the benches. It haunts me all around. Why can't we be like that? Why can't I have their courage and take the chance to go out with someone? I'm scared of being hurt, I guess. I don't want to feel the anguish and broken-hearted feeling people have felt, but it's a risk worth taking, knowing that one out of a million isn't worth you. Why do I need to find the "perfect" man for me?

Why can't he find me instead?