Forever They Will Be Secrets To Me

Eyes of darkness, I stare, yet it brings light and happiness within me. You mesmerize me, yet you don't even try. I'm envious of you, yet I love myself of how I am me. You're too much for me to overcome, yet I know when to turn around. Why can't I, though, whenever I think of you?

Your eyes of black give me shudders, as well as a soft tamed smile across my saddened face.

What spell have you casted on me, for it is too much for my dignity to bare.