Forever They Will Be Secrets To Me

I know you love me then why is it that I feel jealous knowing that there are other girls in your life whom you have known for ages yet I feel like I will lose you to them despite knowing that you have told me they are only your best friends and I know I told you that I don’t feel jealous of this but inside it hurts me to know that you no longer sent me those sweet small good morning and good evenings messages you use to send me why is it that whenever I check my emails now I don’t see your name appearing as often as it is use to before does that mean you no longer love me like you say or is it that you are slowly falling out of love with me and now feel that the girl you speak to every day or every moment is the one for you if so please tell me so then I can bury my heart underground so then I never have to feel pain again as I wont attach it or love anyone with my heart.