Forever They Will Be Secrets To Me

It's amazing how you notice when I'm sad or depressed. I tell you that I'm just tired, but you insist that there's something on my mind. The truth is that there really isn't something specific going on in my mind, but it's just this time of the year. You don't know about it, but I've been through so much as a child. I don't want to talk about it because it would only bring people down and, like you said, I'm a happy person: I look at the good things in life. My past is nothing but a memory, but sometimes my emotions and my body feel this way. I get tired easily, my eyes look dull, I don't smile as much as I always do, but it's just something you won't understand. It's very hard for me to open up to people. It's especially hard for me to trust people. I never fully trust someone, I don't even fully trust my parents, and so that's something you have to understand. It will pass though, this mood will change sometime next month.